She pulled down their long, steep, and winding lane and noticed her headlights indicator flashed, letting her know they’d engaged. The wooded drive always caused this to happen. It blotted out the light from the denseness of the trees on either side of the gravel road. She parked in front of the garage and got out.
“Avery!” a squealing girl’s voice immediately assailed her ears. So much for the peaceful audiobook she’d just listened to on the ride.
She turned to see Faith and Joy running toward her. They were dirty, unkempt, windblown, and giggling. It’s how they always looked. It’s how she always looked at their ages, too.
“The boys took our swords!” Faith cried dramatically and pumped her fist a few times as if she’d like to use it on her brothers.
Joy immediately chimed in, “Yeah, no fair!”
“Did you steal their BB guns?” Avery asked the fair-haired ruffians, also known as her little sisters, ages nine and eleven.
“No!” they said in unison. Faith, always one prone to histrionics, crossed her arms across her chest with great flair.
“You didn’t listen to me then,” Avery told them. “I’ve explained it a million times. If the boys take something you were playing with, then you have to take something of theirs and make it look more fun! Easy peasy. Piece o’ cake.”
“Will that work?” Joy asked, her voice so tiny just like her stubby little fingers caked with dirt under the nails.
“Absolutely!” she said with conviction and opened the back door to her Lexus SUV. It was a handed down vehicle from her dad but appreciated, nonetheless. She pulled out her leather laptop bag. “Go around and get the grocery bags, girls.”
They raced to the other side and pulled out the two cloth bags of items her mother asked her to pick up at the grocery store after work. They came back around with wide-eyed expressions waiting for Avery to give them more advice on how to get their swords, likely sticks, back from the brothers.
“Okay, you think I never got my stuff stolen by Abraham or Ephraim? They did it all the time. I just learned to get smarter or learn to love being disappointed. Just take their favorite BB guns and act like they’re so cool, like you’re having way more fun with them than you would’ve with your swords anyways. Then they’ll be willing to make a good trade.”
The girls jumped up and down giggling with conspiratorial giddiness as the door to her mother’s office opened and a man with black hair and a matching short stubble beard exited and pulled a ballcap low over his forehead.
“Really?” Faith asked.
“Sure,” she said, watching the man walk to his black truck. It was chilly out this evening, but he wasn’t wearing a jacket and Avery could see that both of his forearms were covered in tattoos. Yuck. Major turn-off. Not that any of her mother’s patients would be a turn-on. He caught her staring and stopped walking. He touched the bill of his hat in greeting, fidgeted with his car keys, and finished the short trek to his truck.
“Are you sure?” Joy asked again.
“Of course, I’m sure,” she answered, watching the man back up. Then she turned her attention to the girls as he pulled away. Some of her mother’s patients were strange, sometimes even kind of shady. That guy definitely fit the mold. She wished Ophelia would just open up a practice in town. But Avery knew her mother liked her home office. She could be home for the children, and she said the setting made her patients feel more at ease. “Listen, boys are dumb, okay? You just need to learn how to work the system. Now,” she said as she opened the front door to the house, “did you guys get done with your lessons? I’m gonna check, ya’ know.”
Two groans.
“Whatever you didn’t finish, you’re going to be stuck doing this evening instead of playing games.”
“I finished mine,” Joy lied.
“Yeah, me, too!” another lie from her sister.
“No probs,” Avery said slyly. “Then you won’t mind showing me your school books?”
They looked at each other a moment, contemplating the benefit of keeping up the ruse versus coming clean.
“I guess I still have a few things to finish,” Joy finally admitted.
“I’m going to start dinner,” Avery told them. “Why don’t you finish your lessons at the counter where I can help?”
They took off, dropping the grocery bags on the terracotta tiled floor near the entryway. Avery rolled her eyes and kicked off her pumps into the corner.
The hallway was dark, so she flipped on the lights. Somewhere in the house, she could hear other kids. Someone was playing the violin. The boys were talking, probably Abraham and Ephraim or Cyrus. It was after five o’clock, so they should’ve all been done with school and on to other things by now.
Kaia came into the hall and greeted her, “Hey, sis. How was work? Bring home that bacon?”
She grinned at her younger sister, who was becoming so tall and statuesque. It was hard to believe she was only two years younger and already taller. At seventeen, Kaia was finishing her senior year in high school and already taking online college courses. Avery had done the same thing starting in her freshmen year of high school. She never minded missing out on certain things that kids who went to public school got to do like sports and school dances, but she knew that Kaia did sometimes.
“More like the whole pig on this one,” she bragged slightly.
“Really? They liked your offer?” Kaia asked, to which she nodded. “That’s awesome! Man, that’s a big deal, Avery! We should celebrate.”
“Maybe this weekend,” she said. “I’ve gotta get dinner going…”
“I already did!” she announced with a smile. “We’re having lasagna. That one’s easy. I started it. Now I don’t have to wash dishes afterwards, right?”
“Yes, I guess that’s the new deal,” Avery agreed.
They had a strict chore schedule, but there were ways to manipulate it. If for instance, the person’s job was to wash and load the two dishwashers after dinner, they could start the prep before Avery or her mother were done with work and get out of it, which passed the chore down to the next person on the list. With so many family members in one household, all of the children being homeschooled, and two parents who were self-employed, schedules, lists, and organization were crucial components to not losing sanity.
She joined her sister after changing out of her work clothes at her place and securing her long hair in a ponytail. Then she pulled the rest of the dinner together: a huge salad from the remaining greens in the garden, homemade dressing made from olive oil, vinegar, and fresh herbs from the tiny greenhouse out back, and bread baked in the bread machines on the counter. Avery usually set that to bake before she left for work on the days she had to leave home, which wasn’t often. They also baked zucchini and squash in the oven along with honey glazed carrots. It was the only way they could get Finnegan to eat carrots. He was the pickiest eater in the family, but her mother assured her it was just because he was still young at seven years old. She said he’d grow out of it.
“Hello, my darlings,” her mother announced as she entered the kitchen. “Look at my girls cooking together. So sweet.”
“Smells good, too,” Avery commented. “Kaia had most of it done when I got home.”
“Wonderful, Kaia!” their mother praised and pulled her beige cardigan closer. “I’m going to see if Abraham will get a fire going.”
She wandered off and came back a few minutes later. Her mother also changed out of her work attire and was wearing more casual clothing of black jeans and a gray sweater.
“When’s Dad coming home?” she asked her mother.
Ophelia carried the large, wooden salad bowl to the long trestle table and said over her shoulder, “Not till Sunday, darling. How’d it go?”
“Well,” she answered. “They accepted my proposal. Didn’t even bat an eye at the cost.”
“That’s wonderful, darling,” Ophelia praised and stepped close, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pressing her cheek against hers.
Abraham, tall and striking already at sixteen, strode into kitchen-living room-dining area with an armload of cut firewood. Two arched brick entry points from the dining area framed the kitchen, and the floor was paved with the same terra cotta style tile as the entryway. The living and dining room, however, were parquet hardwood flooring. A raised fireplace was tucked into the corner of the space separating the living and dining rooms and was surrounded by the same style arched brick wall structure and had a hammered copper-covered hood. From the point where the last kitchen cupboard ended all the way to the corner of the living room and around the entire living and dining room were either floor-to-ceiling glass walls or sets of French doors that led out to patios or deck systems. Their mother was an amateur botanist to hear her speak of it. Over the years, Ophelia had added so much landscaping that friends and guests either marveled at it or commented that it was like a jungle. Avery never minded. As a child, the lush landscaping, massive trees, and secret walkways made for a wonderful place to explore and play. The walls of glass allowed in a lot of light, but the home was surrounded by ancient oaks and cherries, so it was never as light as a house on a flat, empty lot in a neighborhood. The house was cozy despite its size. The many stacks of homeschool curriculum and books sitting around sometimes got old despite her and her mother’s best efforts to keep things neat and organized. It never worked, though. The kids would start at the dining room table or in the office and meander away and end up in a nook doing their school work.
“Don’t be tempted to burn your Calculus book in there, Abraham,” she teased her brother, who turned to look at her working at the bar in the kitchen that overlooked the dining room.
“Hey, Avery, how’d the appointment go?” he asked as he squatted with the wood and got to work.
“It was great. They took the offer,” she explained again.
“Awesome!” Abraham commented as he struck a long match.
Ophelia said, “Wait until your father hears. He’ll be so proud, Avery.”
“Thanks,” she replied. “Where else is he going after he comes back?”
“Hm, not sure I remember. I think he said something about California. Or maybe it was Florida. Oh, gee. I think I’m getting old.”
Avery smiled. Kaia perked up and said, “Not old, Mom. Dad’s just gone all the time. That’s what famous people do. They gotta travel.”
“I suppose they do!” their mother said with pluck. “If the people coming to his lectures only realized how much he hates traveling, they’d be surprised.”
“Then he shouldn’t be so darn smart,” Avery said. “Then he could just write books and stay home with us all the time. Of course, we’d probably starve and all that.”
“No, we wouldn’t starve,” her mother countered. “Perhaps we wouldn’t take all those extravagant vacations.”
Avery laughed, “Hm, don’t remember taking one of those in a while.”
The last trip they took was about two years ago. Her father was giving a lecture in Italy, so he’d taken the whole family. Italy was fantastic. When she was younger, before her mother’s career held her to their home more and the children became more and more plentiful, they took a lot of trips with their father. Once her mother earned her Ph.D., the trips became few and far between. Traveling with eight children and two parents was a feat.
“Oh, I know,” her mother lamented. “It’s just so difficult finding the time.”
“I volunteer to go with just Avery then,” Kaia, always the ornery one said. “Let’s go on fall break to Florida. I love the beach. I miss the sand and the sun. Why couldn’t you guys have set down roots in Florida?”
Her mother chuckled. “Yes, that would’ve been more convenient, wouldn’t it? And what’s fall break?”
“You know. Like spring break. It’s just in the fall!”
“Yes, but I don’t think that’s a thing, dearest,” their mother corrected gently.
“Drat,” Kaia swore.
Their parents didn’t condone or tolerate swearing of any sort, but Kaia was the sort who always wanted to push the boundaries. So, instead of swearing in English, she’d find creative ways. Sometimes it was in Russian, others in French or Spanish. Their father spoke nine languages, including Swedish, which was where he was from. He’d studied at university there and went on to study at Cambridge. He was rather genius. He made Avery proud to call him her father. She wanted to make him proud in return. It was there that he was giving a lecture and met their mother, who was studying abroad at Cambridge, as well. He was nearly thirteen years her senior, but it was love at first sight, according to her father.
Cyrus and Finn ran into the house from the side door near the dining room.
“Boys, time to wash up for dinner,” Avery called out to them and got thumbs up signs from both.
Cyrus asked, “How’d it go, Avery?”
“Great. They hired me for the job,” she said again. This was how it always was in their home, a lot of repeating things.
“Way to go!” he said and pumped his fist in the air.
Cyrus was a foster child from the age of six until her parents adopted him finally at nine. He was the only child who didn’t have blonde hair like them. Of course, he was from Argentina originally, his folks having immigrated. Once his father and mother became hooked on American drugs and alcohol, he was taken from the home and assigned to the Andersson family. He was a skinny wraith of a little boy when he’d come to live with them. Now, he was thirteen and stocky and loving. Kaia was also a foster child, but she’d been taken in when she was only two years old. She looked like the rest of them, though, only her hair was just dark blonde. Cyrus stuck out like a sore thumb when, on rare occasion, they ventured out as a family, all ten of them.
They gathered around the table, which was no easy task to accomplish herding so many children. They sat at the trestle benches and joined hands. Ophelia said the prayer, and they began, everyone talking at once, some smaller side conversations also going on at the same time, the usual.
“When Dad comes home, can we take Avery out to dinner for getting that big contract?” Kaia asked.
“Absolutely,” their mother answered.
The kids then all began discussing which restaurant to go to. Avery smiled, knowing she wouldn’t really get a say in her own celebratory dinner. There were too many little opinions that wanted a voice. Instead, she turned to her mother, who sat to her left at the head of the table.
“Hey, Mom,” she said to gain her attention, which was difficult at this table. Ophelia turned to her. “Who-who was that guy coming out of your office when I came home?”
“You know I can’t discuss my patients, Avery,” her mother reminded her.
“I know, but seriously, who would I tell? I work from home. I hardly go out. I don’t have much of a social life.”
“Well, darling, maybe it’s time to change that,” she said, evading her question like an expert.
Avery smiled. She loved her mother so much. They all did. Their worlds all revolved around the love and nurturing she provided.
“I know, Mom,” she said again.
“You know, Jonathan at church has asked about you quite a few times,” she prodded.
“Hm,” she answered noncommittally. Jonathan was working on his MBA. He was sweet and clean-cut and knew all the right things to say. She’d known him since they were kids. She looked at him more like an older brother. There was just no chemistry there, despite her mother’s encouragement. He was a good friend, though. “I’ve just been busy, cranking out the hours, burning the midnight oil. That’s why I got the contract and other people didn’t.”
“I know that. You’re very devoted to your work. And that’s a good thing. It will set you apart from the rest of the young people in your field, but you need a life, too, Avery. Constantly staring at a computer isn’t much of a life. You need to socialize with your girlfriends, too. Girls need their girl time just as boys need to hang out with other young men of their age. And I don’t just mean your little brothers and sisters.”
She nodded and glanced around the table at the children. Kaia, Abraham, Ephraim, Cyrus, Joy, Faith and finally young Finnegan- poking with distaste at his zucchini. She loved them all so much, but her mother was right. She did need to get out.
“Maybe I’ll go to the country bar Friday night with the girls,” she contemplated, thinking of her girlfriends, also girls who were homeschooled growing up. They’d all been a part of a big homeschool group who got together once a week so the children could socialize and play and do arts and crafts. She’d made lifelong friends there. Jonathan and his three siblings also belonged to that same group. Her family didn’t go quite as much during the school year anymore just because it was hard to take a full day off from their lessons to go to their homeschool co-op. “Renee mentioned something about it.”
“Just use good judgment,” Ophelia warned.
“I would. You know me,” she said. Everyone knew her. there were a lot of adjectives used to describe her. Reliable, responsible, caring, keen sense of right and wrong, honest, hard-working. Nobody ever declared her, Avery the troublemaker or Avery the risk taker. Or God forbid, Avery the girl who hooked up with a guy she met in a bar. The country bar was fun, though. They did a lot of line dancing, which she enjoyed. She and her friends had taken a few classes to better master it. They always had a good time and never got into trouble. It just wasn’t in their natures to do so.
A while later after dinner and after evening chores and after she and her mother and Kaia got the younger ones to bed, Avery went to her apartment above the barn.
When she turned eighteen last year, her father had surprised her with a suggestion to remodel the upstairs of their barn, which only housed her father’s collection of vintage cars. It was a forty-two by seventy-two pole barn, and she had the whole top floor to herself, her own flat. One small room served as storage for the family’s Christmas decorations, but other than that, she had her own two-thousand square foot loft all to herself. It was her sanctuary amid the craziness of her family. Keeping in the same mid-century design, of course, since her father was such a devotee of the style, the floors were hardwood. The ceilings, with the exception of her bedroom, were covered in wood and beams. The lighting was simple but efficient. Her father loved the simpler, cleaner lines of his home country’s architecture, which was why he came to love the styles of Frank Lloyd Wright. He found an architect to build him and her mother the home they lived in and used the same firm again to make sure the loft was a mirror of the main house. It took five months to complete. The front and back walls of the loft were glass like her parents’ house, and on the back end of the barn, there were also sliding doors that pocketed inside the wall to open up onto the second-floor deck. It was peaceful in the better weather when she could sit out there and work on her laptop with a mug of coffee.
She dropped her purse on the bench near the entry door and removed her ballet flats. The lighting automatically came on as she walked down the long hall, passing her office and design studio where her long, wide L-shaped desk stood in the middle of the room, and her drafting table was located near the glass wall overlooking the gardens. The mini recessed lights turned off again after she had passed down the hall.
The kitchen was just ahead, sleek and modern done in stainless steel and light maple cupboards with cream-colored stone counters and a matching backsplash. Her father, genius that he was, managed to work a curved design into the kitchen so that it didn’t just seem like a rectangle sitting off to the left. This way made it flow fluidly into the open space of the living room, which was a step down onto a slightly lower floor. That little element had been costly but drastically changed the design so that the flat didn’t seem so dull and predictable like a big box.
Avery set her laptop bag on the kitchen counter, delaying the work waiting for her once she opened it, and instead opened the fridge to retrieve a small bottle of orange juice. The stimulant content of orange juice was just as good as a coffee for her so that she could work well into the wee hours of the night. She turned and looked up. The loft overhead, mostly a rec-room for her younger siblings when they insisted on having a sleep-over at her place, was done in the same clean design. It overlooked the living room in front of it but did not distract from the design of the loft. The only thing out of place was the white canvas teepee in the one corner of the loft, which was not able to be seen from the first floor.
Avery took her bottle of juice and went to the living room. The front wall of glass looked over her parents’ home and the circular gravel driveway in front of it. Off to the left was the entrance to her mother’s office wing of the home. Beyond that, out of view, were two other offshoots where Finn and Cyrus shared a room and bathroom, and Faith and Joy shared another room and bath. Abraham and Ephraim slept in the basement in their own rooms while Kaia had a suite in the back of the house to herself. There was also a small guest suite near her mother’s office. Her parents’ suite took up the whole top floor, which was only about a third of the square space of the first floor. It was a modified ranch style with different angles and wings and the much smaller second floor occupied only by her parents. They’d had many colleagues out over the years, some snobs from the big cities or uppity professors. All of them had been envious or had offered a lot of money to buy the place. Avery overheard her parents discussing the value once. With the amount of land and the size of the custom home, her father surmised it was probably worth in the four to five-million-dollar range.
The second floor for the master suite was added about a decade after they moved in, and so were two more wings. Their house was about sixty-five hundred square feet, but it sometimes felt like ten thousand wouldn’t have been enough to gain the adequate amount of privacy she needed. Avery had to admit there were certain advantages to being the oldest. Living on her own, sort of, was the at the top of the list.
The house wouldn’t have worked in the city or in a suburban neighborhood where they had actual neighbors. So much of it was windows or floor-to-ceiling glass walls. It certainly wouldn’t offer any privacy. They owned sixty acres, most of it just woods. Her parents wanted out of the big city before they had children and spent a lot of time looking for just the right spot. They’d lived in other countries, in other states, in big cities in all but didn’t want to raise their children that way. Her father didn’t like the American public education system and knew he wanted the children to be homeschooled. Ophelia had wholeheartedly agreed. As a child, she’d attended a private school in New York City, but she had family in this region of Ohio and had spent a lot of her summers as a youth visiting with her grandparents here. It was how she and their father had chosen this particular region of Ohio to move their family to about a year after Avery was born. It was all she’d ever known. Avery had traveled with her family, with the homeschool group, as well, but this always felt like home to come back to. She couldn’t imagine living anywhere else. She never wanted to leave and hoped her skills as a graphic designer would afford her the privilege of doing so. She also never wanted to be far from her family. They meant more to her than anything. Family was everything. Family was forever.