Pink Toe Shoes

NAN BAUER-MAGLIN

After reading Neruda’s “Ode to My Socks,” Sylvi and I listed things about which we might write a poem. Among Sylvi’s list was peanut butter, scissors, and her brother. My list included my old toe shoes.

In the middle of the night

I would wonder

what I would grab in case of fire.

I was twelve years old.

I feared mushroom clouds

and “duck & cover.”*

My parents out for the night.

Hostile babysitter.

Would they ever return?

From my bed

I surveyed the window.

Climb out on the roof?

Flames licking my feet,

pink toe shoes

dancing against disaster.

* The ritual of “duck and cover” was started in the public schools in 1945 as a method of personal protection against a nuclear explosion.