AND COLD SUNSET

How I feel about you is smoking a cigarette in the rain.

I think about walking into traffic, and suddenly, your dick.

I think about a yellow line and then a road and then an animal.

And nothing rises up. And horror is a verb.

I want to forgive myself for overindulging.

Food-delivery men see me without a bra more than anyone else.

My body is an argument I did not start.

In a way I am not aware who made me.

I bow down to a deep plea.

When strangers call my name I feel like a white girl.

Skin in reverse and a quiet pussy.

Nothing helps me not think about universes.

I’m funny because I know nothing matters.