Ode to the Country of Us

We made it up

Out of two pronouns:

“I” and “you.”

We called it

The country of Us.

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That first, exploratory meeting

Full of mutual suspicions—

How could they be

Overcome?

In the beginning

It wasn’t even certain

We spoke the same tongue.

At best, they were wildly

Divergent dialects.

A dictionary?

Years

In the making.

Key terms—

Still in dispute to this day.

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From the outset,

It was hard for

Us

To see eye to eye.

For my part, I was

Distracted

By the rest of you.

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If we were two ships

We could have passed

In the ocean and not

Known.

If we were

Two birds we might

Have been flying

To opposite sides

Of the sky.

But

We were two bodies

Who bumped

Into each other

And clung.

Two

Bodies that collided,

Then steadied each other,

Then stayed.

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Shortly after we met,

We held a contest

To design a flag.

I wanted a small

Yin-yang

Superimposed

On a labyrinth.

You favored a single

Rose,

Rising from a single vase.

We settled on something

Totally white—

It had nothing

To do with purity,

Nor with surrender.

Think of a blank page

On which experience

Will write lines

Indelible as those

That mark a face.

Think of a bed

With covers thrown back,

And the sheet beneath

Ready for the wars of love.

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Our currency

Is touch.

A Kiss the single

Largest

Denomination.

Followed by

A Caress:

An open hand

Sliding down

An arm or

Squeezing a thigh.

Small change

The fingertips give.

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No wonder it’s unstable:

The national anthem

Never the same

For two consecutive days:

Whatever love song

The jukebox plays.

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The stamps are also

Ridiculous.

Only two kinds:

If you’re feeling

Friendly

You lather

Your lips thickly

With something

Red and smooch

The right-hand

Corner

Of the envelope.

If you’re pissed

At the intended

Recipient,

You ink your thumb

And push down

Hard,

As if crushing an insect.

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Who could possibly predict

The future of a country

As small as

Us?

What are

Its prospects?

No army to speak of.

Some think

Its natural resources

All but exhausted.

Optimists insist

It will last our lifetime.

We can only hope.

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Seeking the most

Accurate account?

You won’t find it

In history books—

They get the facts,

But they don’t

Get the mystery.

Poems and songs?

Saturated with lies;

Closest

You’ll come to the truth.

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Nostalgia: a national

Pastime—

Whole days spent

Conjuring up

A lost

Golden moment,

Or lavishing

A nacreous beauty

Around a grit of fact.

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Thrive though it might, its days

Are necessarily numbered.

You don’t need to see

A crack in the wall,

To know mortality calls.

Who’ll be the one to leave?

Who, the one to grieve?

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Briefest of nations—

Blip

On history’s screen.

Leaving not even

A trace

Of its existence.

To the world

It was

Less than nothing.

To us: it was all.