Cthylla Asks for J. Cole’s Autograph

ask a creature of contradiction

and unfathomable mathematics

about the paradox of

how does a man better himself

in the same sentence he uses ‘bitch’?

preceding praise for promiscuity.

maybe you’re only saved from the mayhem

by thinking from the basement.

Cole slides out the front of a Bentley—

rented; true power is spending money

on transient glamour—and their eyes

meet in the meat of the avenue.

he ain’t headed nowhere in particular

she’s in the area for him

you can hear bluebirds somewhere

she can still unravel the fact that

he says the word bitch eight times

in the first five minutes of meeting

two of those times he whines awake

that he should stop

but they aren’t even the last two

she doesn’t care

if anyone needs rescue last, it’s her

she smiles at every scratch of wit

asks coquettish for an autograph

a pic for the ‘gram

he takes a blue sharpie to her chest

barely smiles into the camera

someone shouts across the street

that she should stay away from him

he waves the shout off as haterade

as the girl-god distends her jaw

don’t save her