Lovecraft Thesis #3

(There Existed an Addiction to Blood, Track 12)


The fact is, you are just a chalice

for the ritual of melding truths.

Your ribcage holds them badly,

but you are.


Because of this, the death

your poorer historians have stored to ink

is never the true suffering.


It is always forgetfulness.

Don’t even let them offer you the instability

of your walls of thought.


You can let each fear of forgetting

fall against your tongue crimson like wine,

like nebula dervishes rich with dreams,

and in you is a chalice for them all,


and you go running toward the fear

and drink deep,

get lost in them,

you love the way control fades.


You are less fragile, then,

than you suppose.