When you live on the coast, you get used to the thousand sounds of the sea—booming one day so that you have to cover your ears, another day smacking on the rocks like the sound of giants clapping. Sometimes crashing, sometimes rippling, other times pattering. The coast is a moody place. Each day is different. Nothing ever stays the same.
It had been a summery midnight in June. The air was warm and muffled, and the sea was quiet, but little chilly strands sneaked up from its surface, weaving in and out of the warmth as they often did around our place, even in the hottest weather.
The moon wobbled with a silver brightness so it looked as if it might be breathing, and Meg Molony sat, extremely spectacular in her window—her lovely face sprinkled with freckles, her hands picking pieces of plaster off the wall, her face peering out into the night.
I’d been busy that evening because I’d had one of my hunches.
“Have you been making apple tarts again?” she asked, frowning and smiling at the same time.
“Yes, as a matter of fact, that’s exactly what I’ve been doing. How did you know?”
She pointed at my hair. I shook my head and the cloud of white flour that floated up made us both laugh.
I tried to explain again about my apple-tart habit. Some people can tell from the way their bones feel that there will be bad weather coming. Some people can tell where water is buried under the ground. My ability was being able to smell things in the air, heavy things full of longing. Those smells were my sign that it was time to get baking.
She said that whenever I told her about the apple-tart thing, I had a way of speaking that made it sound logical and ordinary even though it actually wasn’t.
And right then, as I had expected to, I sensed it. I had to straighten up and lean farther out the window and get Meg to stop talking.
“Hang on a moment, Meg,” I’d said and she’d said,
“What, Oscar, what is it?”
I had to get quiet and I took the telescope and looked off beyond our houses toward the pier. I could hear something nobody else could hear, and I saw something nobody else could see.
Meg was trying her best too, listening with me pretty intently while her white curtain flapped droopily around her, like a tired little ghost.
A minute or so had gone by.
“I think someone’s there,” I whispered.
Meg’s eyes were wide and I could see from the way she was moving that she wanted to be in on the whole thing.
“I smell it, Meg, it’s really strong now.”
“I can’t smell anything,” she said.
“You probably can if you concentrate a bit more.”
She did concentrate a bit more but it didn’t make any difference.
“What does it smell of?” she asked me.
“It smells like someone in need; it’s full of despair. Worse than fear—much more destructive. Down on the pier. I’ve got to go.”
I grabbed a blanket and stuffed it into my backpack. One of my apple tarts was at the ready in a white cardboard box and I had to hold it like a waiter carrying a tray. It’s a miracle how it stayed in one piece as I climbed out of the window and clambered down the tree. I’d been practicing my moves, and it had obviously started to pay off.
“Ouch,” I said a few times before landing on the ground. I had to hop around for a bit, rubbing my elbow and still balancing the tart while Meg asked me if I was okay. I told her I was totally fine.
My bike was glinting at the gate.
“A man is there, Meggy. He’s at the edge of the sea. Somebody’s got to save him before it’s too late.”
“A man? On his own? By the edge of the sea, at midnight? How has that got anything to do with you?”
I’m not really sure why, but I never worried whether something was my business or not.
Meg said that it was really great being my best friend. But she also said it was exhausting.
“Are you seriously going to go? Now? At this time of night?”
“Meg, didn’t you hear me? Someone’s in need of help.”
“How do you know? Maybe he’s fine. Is it even slightly possible that whoever he is, he wants to be on his own?”
“Yeah. Possible. But my instincts tell me not.”
“Can I come with you then?”
“You can if you like,” I said, “but keep in mind that time may be running out.”
It turns out I was right. It was a man. Down at the end, gazing into the sparkly blackness right next to the rusty, barnacled ladder that scaled the deep side of the pier.
He seemed very old. A scraggy little dog trotted nervously up and down, looking at the water, then looking back at the man, and then looking at the water again. Stashed by the wall there was a slumped-looking blanket, full of holes, and two sad, crumpled bags huddled together like frightened people. The man was a maze of wrinkles and his hands were dirty. Tears made shiny branchlike patterns on his cheeks.
In the gentlest voice I could find, I asked him what he was doing.
“Oh dear me,” he said. “Would you take my dog, please.” He didn’t look at us. He kept staring into the water as if there was something there that he had lost.
“I left Homer safe, away from the sea,” he continued, “and I’ve written to the RSPCA and he was going to be absolutely fine, but the silly fellow followed me down here and I can’t persuade him otherwise.”
The dog sat uncertainly beside the man. The man’s voice was flat and kind of distant and unexpectedly posh.
“That dog, goodness, but he’s always had an unrivaled ability to sniff, and he’s found me here and for the most part, he’s a great boy—aren’t you, Homer?—but you see . . . just at this minute, I’d much rather be alone.”
I knelt on the knobbly granite. Homer came over to me and took a few good sniffs and he must have concluded that I was okay and that I could be trusted because he rested his chin on my knee for a few seconds before resuming his nervous trotting.
“Will I take the dog?” Meg whispered, and I knew she was doing her best to be helpful.
“No, Meggy, the dog stays,” I whispered back.
And right then, I knew that the things I said to him were going to be important and so I thought for a few moments about exactly what I was going to say and then, as clearly and slowly as I could, I started to talk.
“I know what you might be thinking here on your own, but those thoughts won’t last forever,” I said. “You won’t always feel like this. This will pass. Homer will be here for you, and the sun will rise and you’ll find your reasons again, the ones you think have deserted you. Isn’t that right, Meg?” I said, turning to her as hints of a new summer morning started to rustle and stir and birds began to sing.
The man told us his name was Barney. Barney Brittle. He put his head in his hands and spoke in this low, exhausted voice: “Children, you’re both very kind, but please take my dog and leave me. I would much rather you went back to your homes, thank you. This does not concern you. I would like to be left in peace.” Nobody moved for what felt like a long time.
I knew it was time. I delved into my bag and pulled out the box made of white card, and I had to lift it quite delicately, because apple tarts are fragile and this one was important. I presented it to Barney.
“Here,” I said, “I made this for you.”
Barney lifted his head and looked at me holding out the box to him.
“How on earth could you have made something for me? You’ve only just met me.”
His eyes shone suddenly with something brighter and more curious than you might have expected to see right then in the face of that old man.
He took a slice and held it up to his face and he closed his eyes and breathed in deeply.
“I must admit,” he said, “that does smell rather good.”
“Rather good?” I’d scolded him, putting on a fake offended voice and trying to lighten the atmosphere a bit. “Em, I think you’ll find that it’s a bit better than rather good.”
“Oh will I now?” said Barney, but you could see that he was warming to the apple tart, and to us.
He took a bite. And he closed his eyes and after another minute or two he said, “That, my goodness, that is quite something.”
“See,” I said, and I started to feel relieved, and proud and happy.
“Oh my gosh,” said Barney, “did you really make this yourself? I haven’t tasted anything like that since, since . . . I’ve never tasted anything like this before. This is . . . why it’s sublime.”
“I know,” I said.
Homer’s mood had totally changed and he was beside himself with the kind of delight that dogs communicate by shaking their entire bodies and rushing in and out between people’s legs.
Meg and I had a slice too, and we even gave a little to Homer. We sat munching and smiling and there was that comfortable feeling that sometimes happens when there’s no need for conversation.
A wild splash of sunshine poured across the sea from the island and everything was flooded by a golden glow. I looked at my phone. We’d been there for hours longer than it had seemed. I’d be completely murdered if my dad found out that I was out of bed, not to mention out of the house, at the pier, talking to strangers and eating tart.
“You take the rest home with you,” I said to Barney, “—it’s yours.”
“Oh dear boy, thank you very much indeed. I do think I shall be off. And I suggest the time is long gone for you two to get back under your covers. I feel I’ve done quite enough in keeping you awake in these small hours.”
We shook hands and smiled at each other.
“You’re going to be okay,” I said to him and he said, “Yes, yes, in point of fact, I daresay I will.”
And Meg and I grabbed our bikes and we both headed up the lane.
I made her wear my shoes on the way back, which were too big for her.
“Oscar, has anyone ever told you how strange you are?”
“Yes. You. Practically every day.”
“Well, that’s because you are.”
“Makes me more lovable, doesn’t it? Admit it,” I said, and I pushed her gently with my shoulder and she said, “Yeah right, sure thing.”
We went back to our houses and we waved to each other from our rooms.
“What am I going to do without you, Oscar?”
“You’ll be fine,” I answered. “You could probably do with some time away from me. I’m a pain in the neck. You’re always saying so.”
“You’re right,” she said. “It’ll be great to have you out of my hair for a few months . . . Oscar, seriously though.”
“What?”
“Stay in touch, will you? Please?”
“Of course I will.”
“Promise?”
“Yes, I promise.”
“Good, because I’m really going to miss you.”