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TERROR

Tara Sophia Bahna-James

There is something

About you

That seems so young,

So trusting

This is the part of you that I most love

And the part that I am most frightened to hurt

Do you think the German poets

When speaking of the terror of love

Meant the terror that comes

From knowing

We can be harmed

Or from knowing

We have the power to hurt

Of these two terrors

The second is the greater

Humanity's deeper fear

Perhaps it is so

Even with Americans

Who arm their leaders

Not for fear of being destroyed

But because in disarming them for a moment

All the harm done would be exposed

Leaving the people

Limping homeward in shame

Like Oedipus

Who was haunted by mirrors

The terror that comes

From knowing you have the power to hurt

This is the greater fear

Perhaps this is why our dogs

Can look into our eyes

Unflinchingly

With unconditional love

It is not because they are too stupid to know that someday

We may casually break their hearts

But because they are wise enough to know that

They will never break ours