lizard poem

a dogon iguana

one eye open seeing me

seeing my dreams

creep like david

rousseve’s feet

from my finely cut

pecs rahway built

niggah’s on gleamin’

bridges/ admire so

much/ they stop

smile snaggle-toothed

gleamin’ lust gleanin’

all they know I bettah

not toy with/ they dreams

swimmin’ top themselves

by the rio grande in

rainy season/ so

my calves tease

the border patrol

“jalisco courtin’ dance?”

“no, sonora harvest”/ toes

water

ritmo/

made it!

land!!

tattooed like

his arms lizards

slitherin’ on top

the wet crossin’

toward ácaba

toward me/ like

silk / his skin demands

a human touch

can you smell it?

the pimiento & dust

lettuce & uva now

hard as muscle his lips drawn permanently

gainst steam

rushin’ from

dark patterned family

expresso pots

“papi, esta listo” como

some four legged

underwater creatures

lithe 6 million years

old a conspicuous

cholo agasao

when he quotes

Martí nobody notices

but me by the

Malecón hidden in tides risin with

each morena’s wail

etched on our skin

how cd she know

guillén the tricky

cubano light on

his feet/ a black

ox covered with ribbons & bloody medals

for his amazin’ grace

how el son trips

sacred from his

laughter & la Havana

vieja rolls her

eyes cause once

these words frágiles

full of coney island

bubbles float from

mouth to nose

to Miami the tortured

negrita in santo domingo

whose mami sewed

polyester hems while

Trujillo imitated

Porfirio’s dreams of his

own statue/

loose rice powder round the bronze of his brow

my lizard stretches

one limb toward

mahogany branches

worn away by many

poets tired and lonely

one water buffalo

yearning for one

chord from yomo toro

the lizard on the

other side of the

border whose breath

blends with hibiscus

sweet tequila &

my hair/ lizard closes

his eyes/ skin now

roughened crepe/

limbs cut-buddy

to gallopin apaches

outside Denver/ nestled by

painted trunks

of carved trees/ R.I.P. (Rest In Peace)

that leave the Grand

Concourse a great

fiesta or New Orleans

funeral trails/ we

smell each other from

separate territories

my scent confines me

to specific soils

far from the

swamps & rivers

the lizard traps my

ankles without a

sound the pouch

taut round some

one’s mouth fallen

open/ “the cafecito

is sweet/ si Papi”

when I wiggle slowly

seeking my natural

state of repose

my skin is silk

to touch

tattooed/ a dogon

iguana in her

own soft-boned

splay/ but not

actually/ see/ I’m

over/ there/ no/ I’m over here/

you see

I crossed the border

right under yr eyes