pages for a friend

letters from friends used to be an art form

literary exquisite observations of the soul

aesthetics and compulsions to give

order to whatever this life is

pages for a friend kept many a prairie

woman / lingering by her fire in a sod house

from committing suicide / some prairie

women killed themselves anyway

the letters from their friends

crushed in their fists / the same

fists that beat walls trying to

keep up enough anger not to die

not to burn the kettle swinging

over the fire / the ladle too hot to handle

loneliness stalking the

farmyard a warring Comanche

pages for a friend fluttering off

in the wind / lost breaths wishes

dying for someone to loom over the horizon

anyone / come talk / please come talk to me / now

i’ve no one to write

i’m so lonely i’m not sure i remember

how it is you read

you see i’ve memorized all the letters

my woman friends sent me

i could recite some to you

let me make some coffee &

we could sit & talk

please, mister, let’s just talk

before i forget how & become silence.

From ridin’ the moon in texas