these blessings

I danced with nicolás guillén under a cuban sun

prepared halal leg of lamb for c.l.r. james on a brixton afternoon

shared chile relleno with the romare bearden on tenth avenue then

was caught in the blackout at sardi’s dining on porterhouse steak &

creamed spinach while brooklyn burned and richard long pontificated.

Took photos of manuel puig and mommy in a tango

strolled the detroit museum of art with richmond barthé

dined on red sauce baked chicken from léon damas near dupont circle

sipped espresso with guillermo cabrera infante and miriam in the west london flat

flew the same airplane as octavio paz & was high

margarita altitudes before I lit la zona rosa or plaza santa cecilia

I waltzed like a jitterbug to max roach’s snare drum

admist all the bearden collages

and sat my daughter on sun ra’s lap so she could get a blessing from the black

cosmic conductor.

I remember how cecil taylor’s shoulder

tasted of champagne and cocaine

how john biggers liked football I couldn’t begin to understand.

these blessings came like breathing, see,

easily and without plan,

but the world was lyrical then, the genius so colored you could smell it

like the star gazer lilies lester bowie brought me

at the knitting factory before he & malachi favors played.

I live in music with me,

these blessings.