CHAPTER 12

‘Welcome to your Universe, Zara,’ a voice called out from yonder, far beyond the mustard field, at a distance of an elephant’s day-long march, where the river flowed by in glorious majesty.

Zara looked up, stretched out her arms to the world, and smiled.

And then, she stepped out into the field, one foot forward, twirling in the breeze. Twirling . . . twirling . . . twirling . . . when, all of a sudden, the west wind came down on her in one giant swoop, wrapping herself around Zara in a tight embrace in clockwork motion, first, gently and then, gathering pace with the force of a gale. And the earth at her feet merged with the mustard yellow and green, with the muddy brown of the river, with the dazzle and glitter of the steel and glass and sandstone and dark granite, with the blue of the sky above, with the hues of the rainbow, stretching into a sea of white, before eventually plunging into the dark ocean of a full-blown tornado, heartlessly cold, uprooting Zara from the ground and tossing her heavenwards.

And in that churning, Zara started losing control of her sense of self, rapidly shedding height from a staff long, four arms in length, to an arm’s measure, to a foot long, to fourteen times smaller, the size of a thumb, to ten times still smaller, the size of a barley corn, to that of a mustard seed, to the point of a human hair, shrinking further to a particle of dust, where she ceased to exist in visible light, to ten nanometres in size, and then, down to an atom, super condensing at 454 degrees below zero Fahrenheit, where she began to lose control of her senses, mind, intellect, and ego. There, her eyes could not see, her mind could not grasp, her deathless self had neither colour nor creed, neither eyes nor ears, neither hands nor feet nor mouth.

And so, in the flutter of an eyelid, Zara was reduced to Z.E.R.O., at which point, she let out a primordial scream: ‘I aaaaaaaaaam Nothing!’

And that, indeed, was the moment when her self became infinite in the great, and in the small, everlasting and changeless, the source of life, unborn, without the body and mind.

And her voice, trapped in the monster whirlwind, resonated, ‘Nothing . . . nothing . . . nothing . . . othing . . . a thing . . . a thing . . . a Thing . . .’

And even as the echo drowned, a deep sonorous voice emerged from within the hollow of the gale:

‘Where there is Nothing, Zara, there is always Something.’

And with that, the whirlwind unfurled in rapid anti-clockwise motion, unwinding Zara at the speed of thought.

And Zara heard the voice of darkness say:

From Nothing arises Consciousness . . .

That arousal is Movement

This Movement is Reverberation

That Reverberation is Energy

This Energy is Power

That Power is the Basis of Attraction

This Attraction is the Basis of all Creation

That Creation is the Reverberation of Something

That appears as Nothing

This Nothing is the Whole

That Whole is symbolised by the Dot

(Whereupon Zara reappeared in visible light within the funnel of the whirlwind to the point of a particle of dust, blue in colour spinning on its own axis.)

This Dot is the manifestation of Nothing

That, indeed, is the Self that is Centred on and Complete in Itself

This Dot that appears as Nothing is Virtual Reality

The Consciousness of this Dot, which is the Self, is Self-Consciousness

That Self-Consciousness is the Ego

This Ego is Mine

That that is Mine belongs to Me

This Me is what the Self perceives of Me

That that the Self perceives of Me Within is what the Self sees of Me.

This Self indeed is that Self

That Self sees this Self with the Eye

This Eye sees that Self with the Inner Eye

That Inner Eye is I

This I is the Quantification of Zero

That Quantification is also the first known Quantity

This Quantity of I is an Idea

(Whereupon a second Dot appeared in the dim light of the funnel, green in colour, each dot now the size of a point of a hair, spinning on its own axis and orbiting one another.)

That Idea is the Eternal Nature of I

This Nature in its Original State is Instinct

That Instinct leads to Individuality

This Individuality results in Identity

That Identity creates the Image

This Image is the Icon

That Icon leads to You

This You is Universal

That Universal is Knowledge

This Knowledge of I resides in You

That Knowledge is what I Need

This Need is what IOU

That that IOU is the Trinity of Being

This Trinity is represented by this I, in my original state of being that resides in what appears as nothing that reverberates as the Idea of individuality that gives me the identity that creates the image that is the icon that is You that is Complete in itself Therefore, IOU in the culmination of the Self in You

That indeed is the Beginning and this also is the End

This is the Spirit that created the Son out of the Father

That Spirit is the Basis of Faith

This is Therefore That

That Therefore is I Am

This I Am is what You are

That Therefore, is what IOU

That that IOU is the culmination of this Self in that You, making for a Virtuous Circle

(Upon which the two Dots were joined by Zara’s Image as a third Dot, red in colour, each dot now the size of a mustard seed spinning on its own axis and orbiting one another in a virtuous circle within the funnel.)

This Circle reverberates into bigger and bigger circles centred on the Dot

That Dot is I

This Circle is, therefore, the Reverberation of the I in You

That IOU is the manifestation of the Idea that is I, and that Idea is Nothing, rendering Myself Zero till it becomes You

This You is only a Virtual Manifestation of that I manifested in the Idea

That You cannot be proven otherwise but for the Real I that by itself appears as Nothing

This is also to say in Real, IOU Nothing

That, indeed, is the basis of Transaction

This is also to say that that Real is Void

That is also to say that that Virtual, too, is Void

This is to say that in Virtual Reality what appears to be Real is also Virtual

That is to say that as in the Real, so in Virtual Reality, IOU Nothing

This is to say that when IOU Nothing, I am Free

This Freedom, therefore, is Virtual Reality

That Freedom is also Real because this Me that is Virtual is also that Me that is Real

This is because I cannot exist in reality just by Myself and need to Create You, that is virtual Me

That is the reason that I need to live in Virtual Reality

This makes Me live in You

That alone, Therefore, is the Basis of Relationship

This Relationship is the first Virtuous Cycle that grows out of I in You and encompasses the Universe in larger and larger Reverberations from Family to Community to Society to Nation to Commonwealth to Planet to the Solar System to the Galaxy to the Universe to the Cosmos

(And with that, the funnel formed by the whirlwind began to disintegrate, refracting into the colours of the rainbow.)

That really is the Game

And in this Game, IOU Nothing

Therefore, there is no this Winner and that Loser

This Game is Tied and

That Tie is Love All.

‘That, Zaru, is the essence of life,’ the west wind whispered as Zara began to regain control of herself.