Stiffened and shrunk by age my grandfather
Leans forward now, confined within his chair,
Straining to raise a finger to point back
Over his shoulder, scarcely able to look
Over his shoulder through the darkening window
At the road behind him and before me where
The mailcoach ran just seventy years ago –
He suddenly tells me, reaching to capture one
Glimpse of the road where memory finds its form
And in whose lamps so many memories burn:
The armed guard in the rear, behind bars –
Changing the horses at the road’s end inn –
And where we buy his tobacco every day
Was once the blacksmith’s forge. I watch him stare
Into the crumbling coal and feel the blaze
Flare in the ancient forge and his childhood-eyes;
And whether the shoes were hammered on red-hot
His words uncertain now I watch him see
Bright in his mind the sparking of the forge,
The monstrous anvil and the sizzling steel,
The raising of the hammer high to feel
What once he had of muscle in his arm,
The hammer’s beat sounding his deepest urge.
Each time recalled another fragment lost,
Still his past seeps back – with broken breath –
Continuous in a stream of memories.
I pick up only broken images:
Confined by time, as he is by his age,
My own time’s loss I find in his lost youth.
An old man’s death becomes a young man’s rage;
I seize the coal-tongs; now the blacksmith’s clamp
Shadows my tiny room with smouldering giants,
An arm is raised to fall which, falling, hurls
Hammer-blows forward rung with resonance;
And, shod with steel now, hear the hard hoof stamp.