for Peter Carpenter
drove stakes in.
So that in good time
the stockade framed pictures of the wilderness.
So with all settlement.
I too keep watch.
I trample the nettles down which stand outside
the shored-up wall of Peterhouse on guard. For here,
as in 1280, Library and Hall secure,
the city of Cambridge ends
and the beautiful and fertile desolation
of the Fen Country begins:
willow and mare’s tail, heron and lacewing,
ditch-water, tussock grass and the endless sky.
There are times when the rain
comes and comes again, and then the earth
turns to water, the pollarded willows stand
in water, paths disappear, and flocks
of waterbirds, their empire welling back,
honk, as if humankind had never been.
The poet Michael Longley, a gentle man
who knows too well those lovers of their race,
those neighbours who on Saturdays
plant bombs in civic centres – he told me
‘I love looking at holes in roads,
when workmen dig up gas-pipes or whatever,
and you glimpse the soil buried for generations
and you see there can be no continuing city.’
Beneath tarmac, beyond city walls,
what have we lost or gained?
I remember
a day in the 1970s when a coach
taking me into London, toward sunset,
by a herd of cattle homeward bound, their herdsmen
driving them on across the strip of road
bisecting Wanstead Common. There it was:
suburb, and pasture, and cars in a slowed procession,
the unschooled drivers leaning on their horns,
and against a damson sky, in silhouette,
this scene from Samuel Palmer,
Arcadian not millenarian.
Those who in the name of life
expunge abortionists and vivisectionists
do not recover pastoral innocence.
Here behind Peterhouse is a patchwork –
outbuildings, car park, scrub and a new hotel.
I look for a thing I love:
above a blocked-in gateway, carved in stone,
a heraldic shield – in the top left-hand quarter
a martlet, poised for flight,
the beak ajar and pointing toward the sky, but barred
by the black letters ALF sprayed from a gun.