Transference

for Graham Davies

A moving tableau, so to speak.

On the same couch, week after week,

Talking of absence, I can see

Its likeness bearing down on me:

The ceiling blankness. But if I

Let my glance fall to where the sky

Through the broad window hangs behind

The web of garden life, I find

Love I’d thought dead diffused among

Bright songbirds; they with inhuman song

And vivid colour, as they feed

At the bird table, hit my need

For harmony. And then your voice

Behind me, beyond reach of choice,

Speaks out of darkness and dismay.

De profundis, Domine.