Themba Nyathi felt ill.
Health-wise, he knew he was perfectly fine. He had checked his pulse rate against the second hand of his cheap Chinese watch, and had inspected the inside of his mouth and throat in the cracked mirror in the school bathroom. He’d even had his friend, Bongi, hold the back of his hand against his forehead to see if he had a temperature.
‘You’re fine.’ Bongi had laughed at him, good-naturedly. ‘Maybe you’ve got something else on your mind.’
Themba had frowned in the hallway as they bustled their way out into the hot, humid Zululand morning. It was always hot in Mtubatuba. It was hot and dry during the winter, and hot and wet in the summer. But the sun and water brought life and it sprang up everywhere, in the rich green grasses, in the sugar cane in the fields, in the trees in the bush and the animals who chose the lush, wet summer to give birth.
Themba was more aware of the world around him than he’d been at any other point in his seventeen years, and he had good reason to appreciate the natural environment. It may very well have saved his life. He’d explained this theory to Lerato, the new girl at school, how his recently discovered love of the bush had helped him come to terms with some terrible things that had happened in his life. He had neglected, however, to tell Lerato that some of those bad experiences were of his own making. This omission, he was now sure, was what was making him feel sick.
‘Hey, you’re always reading that book between classes, Themba,’ she had said to him during the morning break.
Themba had looked up. Lerato Dlamini was the talk of the school. She was beautiful, intelligent, and the word was that her father was very wealthy, a former ANC member of parliament who owned a trucking company and two cane farms.
The smart guys, the bad guys, the football players, every boy in school in fact, were all vying for Lerato’s attention, but she affected a haughty air. Themba liked the word ‘haughty’, having recently discovered it, and tried to use it whenever possible. It made her seem unattainable, and that only increased her attraction.
Themba blinked. ‘Excuse, me?’ His two words were punctuated with a cough as though his response threatened to choke him.
Lerato looked down at him, like a giraffe whose attention has been piqued by some little creature below her. ‘That book. Animals. Why are you so interested in that stuff?’
Themba had licked his lips and then looked at the cover of his book, as if only just now discovering what it was about. ‘It’s … it’s not only animals. It’s … it’s birds and snakes, and, and, even some trees and plants.’
Lerato had laughed out loud, for real. ‘Oh, well that makes it all right then. I just love snakes and trees.’
Themba did not know why she was teasing him, but all of a sudden it didn’t matter. The important thing was that she knew he existed and, even better, she was talking to him – even if she was ridiculing him. ‘Did you know Inkwazi, the African fish eagle, mates for life?’
Her eyes widened.
Idiot, Themba said to himself. He’d regurgitated the last piece of information he’d read from his field guide and the implications of what he’d said pumped through his body like a black mamba’s venom. He felt his body start to stiffen with paralysis.
‘That’s really nice.’ Lerato set her rucksack full of books on the ground and sat down on the wooden bench next to him. ‘I never thought of birds falling in love and getting married.’
Themba had been bracing himself for another jibe. Perhaps as a defence mechanism his ears were shutting down, because Lerato sounded like she was talking to him underwater. But he picked up something of what she said. ‘Nice?’ he croaked.
‘Yes, nice.’
He had dared to turn his head a little, to look at her beautiful face, and to his surprise he saw she was smiling at him, but not in a mocking way. She had said something about love, hadn’t she?
Themba felt blood forcing its way past the coma-inducing poison in his veins. Feeling returned to his fingertips – he wiggled them surreptitiously to make sure he was still alive – and a switch tripped in his brain. ‘When it comes to animals, birds and other wildlife, we have to be careful of anthropomorphism, which means –’
‘Ascribing human qualities to animals – I’ve heard the word before,’ Lerato said.
‘Sorry.’ He was impressed. Like ‘haughty’, he’d thought of ‘anthropomorphism’ as one of his personal words. He was happy to share it with Lerato, though, more than happy. ‘But, yes, it is “nice” to think of two creatures spending their whole lives together, and if the fish eagles were human we’d probably put that down to love.’
She laughed again. ‘You’re funny.’
He felt the paralysis creeping back. Even if she was just making fun of him, he didn’t want her to leave. ‘Male and female steenboks, little antelope, also sort of live together, sharing the same territory.’
‘Serious? I didn’t know there was this much monogamy in the world.’
Just watching her lips move as she formed the words, and catching sight of her perfect, even white teeth when she smiled, brought the life back to him, made him glad to be alive. Now all he had to do was think of something witty to say, to keep her there, next to him. But he couldn’t.
‘What about lions?’ Lerato had asked, filling the chasm of silence that had opened between them in just three seconds.
Themba exhaled, then closed his mouth, not wanting her to notice his relief. ‘Oh, no, lions don’t mate for life, far from it. Lionesses will mate with several different males during the course of their lives, depending on which males have taken over the pride. Males come and go. As they get older they’re challenged by young males for control of the pride.’
Lerato laughed again. She laughed a lot. ‘Gangsta.’
Themba felt like she might be mocking him again, but to his surprise, Lerato reached out and put a hand on his forearm. It felt like an electric shock. ‘You’ve seen lions for real, right? In the wild, not in a zoo?’
He’d nodded his head. ‘Yes, in the Hluhluwe–iMfolozi Park. It was during my training as a youth rhino guard.’
‘I remember, you went and lived there, in the bush, for a month.’ Lerato couldn’t hide her incredulity. ‘Are you mad?’
It had been Themba’s turn to laugh. ‘Yes, it was a month, how did you know?’
‘I was at the talk you gave to the school a few weeks ago.’
Themba felt an acute flush of hot embarrassment. ‘You listened to my talk.’
She rocked her head from side to side. ‘Well, a little bit of it.’
Themba had been encouraged by Mike Dunn, the coordinator of the month-long course, to find a forum where he could address people about what he’d learned, and Themba had reluctantly asked the school principal for permission. To Themba’s horror, the head of the school had agreed and he’d found himself addressing more than four hundred students one sweltering Monday morning. He had stumbled through his written speech and been angered to see some of the older boys and girls talking while he delivered it. The younger students, however, had seemed interested in his stories, particularly the one about the lion.
‘You were in a tent, I remember you saying,’ said Lerato, ‘and you could hear two lions walking around you in the middle of the night. You said it sounded like they were purring, but, like, really loud. You must have been terrified.’
She remembered! Themba felt his heart swell. ‘It wasn’t that bad. The main thing our instructors drilled into us was to keep our tents zipped up and to stay very quiet. It wasn’t easy.’ In truth, Themba had been shaking in his sleeping bag, absolutely petrified once his tent-mate, Julius, peeked out the window of the tent and saw the outlines of the two massive lionesses. Themba had thought he would die for sure. Julius had suggested they make a run for it, to a minibus van parked at the campsite; this had galvanised Themba into action, hissing furiously to his friend not to even think of doing something so stupid.
‘Serious?’ said Lerato.
‘You have to remember that lions hunt by sight and sound, not smell. They’re like house cats chasing a mouse or a gecko. If their prey is running, then they will chase it, and there is no way a human can outrun a lion.’
Lerato sagged a little. ‘I’ve never seen a lion, not even in a zoo.’
‘I’ll show you one.’ The words had tumbled out of Themba’s mouth before he’d even thought about how he might do that. He had no car, no money, and no means of getting Lerato to the national park.
‘Oh yeah? How are you going to do that?’ She had seen right through him.
‘I’ll find a way.’
‘Well, good luck with that. My dad wouldn’t let me go anywhere with you anyway – not with any boy, I mean.’ At that moment Lerato’s phone had begun to play a rap tune. ‘Speaking of my dad, just let me get this. I called him to see if he can come pick me up now.’
It was an odd day at school. Their teachers had just called an impromptu strike over wages and school was finishing before lunch. Themba walked to and from school, seven kilometres each way, but Lerato’s dad dropped her at school every morning and collected her each afternoon, in a shiny new black BMW.
She had answered the phone, stood and walked away to talk to her father. Themba had felt like a piece of him had been chopped off as she left, even though she was standing just a few metres away.
‘What? No, I understand. OK. There’s someone who can help. He’s a good guy, Dad, honest. No, Dad, he’s not like other boys, he’s kinda nice. He’s totally not the sort of guy who would try anything, trust me, please. Here, you can talk to him.’
Themba looked up at Lerato as she returned to his side. He didn’t know if he’d heard right. ‘What is it?’ he mouthed to her.
She lowered her phone. ‘My dad can’t come pick me up or send his driver because he has some business meeting he needs to attend. It’s urgent and he can’t get out of it. He’s very protective of me. I have to get a taxi home, but he’s paranoid something will happen to me. Here.’ She thrust the phone into his hand.
‘Hello?’ Themba had said tentatively.
‘My daughter says you can be trusted, is that correct?’ the deep voice on the phone said, no preamble, no greeting.
‘Um. Yes. Yes, sir.’
‘Listen carefully to me, boy. Do you know who I am?’
Themba swallowed. ‘Yes, sir. Mr Bandile Dlamini.’ He wasn’t sure what else to say, so added, ‘a very important man.’
‘I don’t need your flattery, I need your help. If my daughter is harmed in any way, trips over, stubs her toe or has a hair out of place, I will make it my business to hurt you. Do you understand me?’
Themba understood the soft, menacing tone perfectly. ‘Yes, sir.’
‘Put my daughter back on the line.’
Lerato had reassured her father that all would be fine, and that Themba would see her home safe. Lerato’s mathematics teacher was the last to leave the school and she had stayed back to explain something to Lerato, her favourite student. Now Themba was waiting, feeling sick to his stomach with apprehension, and maybe something else.
‘I’m not hanging around any longer,’ Bongi said.
‘OK, fine. See you tomorrow,’ Themba replied.
Bongi punched him in the arm. ‘Man, you’ve got it bad.’
‘I do not.’ Even as he said the words, Themba knew they were a lie.
Bongi walked away, waving his hand in the air without looking back. Themba looked at his shoes. The toes were scuffed. He licked a finger and wiped them, then rubbed each on the backs of his trouser legs. The shoes didn’t look much better; there was no disguising the fact that he was poor. He sighed. Lerato’s father might be happy for him to shepherd his daughter home, but he would never allow Themba to take her out on a date or anything like that.
‘Hi. I’m done.’
Lerato’s voice was more melodious than any bushveld bird he had heard. His heart felt like there was an invisible hand wrapped around it, squeezing.
‘OK,’ he croaked. ‘Let’s go.’
As he walked out the gates to the road to where they would pick up a minibus taxi, with the prettiest girl in school by his side, Themba felt like the luckiest boy alive. Part of him felt a little miffed that Lerato had told her father he could be trusted because he was some kind of harmless nerd, as opposed to the other boys who strutted loud and proud in front of her to try and gain her attention. But he consoled himself with the fact that she hadn’t suggested anyone else to escort her. His days of pretending to be a tough guy were through. Even though the taxi would be packed with a dozen or more people it would be like a limousine compared to his normal daily commute. He looked up to the sky to say a quick, quiet prayer of thanks, and noticed a helicopter.
*
Bandile Dlamini hoped his daughter would be all right. Since his wife, Siphokazi, had died in a car crash two years earlier, he had been paranoid about Lerato’s safety. They had wanted more children, but Siphokazi had been unable.
‘Mona market,’ he said to his driver.
‘Yes, boss. The deal is on?’
‘Yes.’
Located near Hlabisa, to the west of Hluhluwe–iMfolozi Park, the Mona market was a place where animal products and various other sources of muti – traditional medicines – were traded, legally and illegally.
In the boot of the BMW was a bag full of several hundred thousand rand. He wiped his palms on the fabric of his tailored suit pants. He wasn’t really going to a business meeting, as he had told his daughter.
He was going to the market to buy three rhino horns taken from animals illegally poached in KwaZulu-Natal’s national parks.