Ice Fire stepped over the body of an Enemy. He hesitated, looking down into the young man’s face. Barely more than a child, he’d died in the fighting, the side of his head bashed in.
“So young.”
“Most Respected Elder?”
Ice Fire turned, looking toward Walrus where he picked his way through the ravaged camp. Mammoth-hide shelters lay smoldering. Smoke darkened the skies, ash swirling like snow. The dead lay in mutilated humps around the perimeter.
“Yes?”
Walrus grinned triumphantly. “We taught them this time, eh?”
Ice Fire filled his lungs, exhaling slowly, watching the condensation of breath before him. “Did we?”
A scream from behind them pierced the crystal air, grating on Ice Fire’s nerves. He didn’t turn, knowing without seeing what transpired with the woman.
“If we didn’t,” Walrus confided, “that will.” He jerked a mittened thumb over his shoulder. “Men quickly lose their fire for fighting when they worry about their wives and mothers giving birth to their foe’s sons.”
He cocked his head grimly. “Don’t forget, we’ve lost nearly as many women as they have.”
Walrus waved it off. “We’re stronger than they are. Their fighting spirit will die long before ours.”
“Maybe.”
“Ha! They thought we wouldn’t fight back in the depths of the Long Dark. The fools.”
Ice Fire’s lips twitched. Not even his counsel could hold the warriors back. Too many atrocities had passed. Too many horrible deaths discovered in the wake of the Enemy’s retaliation. His own warriors wanted blood—pain for pain.
“They are us,” Ice Fire whispered, the wind gusting down from the north batting the long silver braids about his chest where they hung out of his hood. “We are them.”
Walrus frowned uneasily. “What did you say?”
Ice Fire looked into the warrior’s confused face. “Cousins. At least, that’s what the old woman said.” He lifted a shoulder. “I can believe it, upon reflection. They speak our language. No other Enemy do that. Our beliefs are not so different. Like us, they—”
“Then they’ve lost something in the past,” Walrus asserted arrogantly. “I see no honor in them. I found my sister and her child, the infant’s brains mashed out on a rock and crawling with maggots! That’s honor? No, Most Respected Elder, these are less than beasts we deal with. I, for one, shall sing praises to the Great Mystery when I finally slay the last of them.”
Ice Fire stared at him, trying to see through, into his mind. Walrus looked back for a moment before dropping his eyes and nodding, striding purposefully back toward where they burned the Enemy warrior with glowing coals. The women and children had been rounded up and were being forced to watch the display, lest they consider trying to escape.
He picked his way up the side of the valley, crusted snow crunching underfoot. A wrenching scream tore the very air; his steps faltered.
Looking back, he saw his own warriors bent over the bound prisoner. The man lay writhing, spread-eagled, naked on the icy ground. Despite the distance, Ice Fire could make out the action. While the warriors whooped and screamed insults, Red Flint scooped glowing coals from the fire pit, pouring them over the man’s crotch. The shrieks intensified.
Ice Fire turned, features like graven stone as he looked up to see the lights of the Monster Children’s War struggling across the sky. The Monster Children? Not the tears of the Great Mystery? Already the slave women’s colorful cosmology intruded, softening the dogma of the White Tusk Clan.
A blast of ice-laden wind staggered him. “Great Mystery? How can I undo this? What is your purpose here? Can such hatred ever be untangled?”
The sound of the wind through the rocks echoed like mocking laughter.
Green Water saw the woman’s shape as the ever-present mists shredded and blew away as the wind picked up.
Straightening and arching her back, she stared at the hobbling figure out in the flats.
“Someone there,” she said, pointing.
Laughing Sunshine and Curlew followed her finger, nodding. “One of the People.”
“Dancing Fox!” Green Water whispered. “One of you go, make sure we’ve got a warm fire and lots of stew. She looks hurt.”
Green Water unlaced her snowshoes from her pack, tying them on to her long boots. Taking a bearing on the sun, she started out, making her way down the long slope to the flats below. As the mists whirled away, the glare increased, forcing her to slip snow goggles over her eyes. Staring through the slits, she continued.
By the time she made the bottoms, stringers of snow began angling diagonally across before her. The dot that marked the struggling figure vanished in the streamers of white.
“This is foolish,” she grumbled under her breath. “Should have waited for the others.”
Still, she plodded, swinging her broad snowshoes wide in the waddling walk necessary to keep from barking shins and tripping over herself.
How far? Green Water kept going, aware of the added mass in her belly. The baby slowed her, made her awkward.
She stopped, searching this way and that. Could she have turned? Checking the position of Father Sun against the time she’d spent, she looked again at the angle of the blowing snow before backsighting on Heron’s ridge.
“Must be farther.” She sighed and caught her breath before trudging on.
“Fox?” she hollered into the snow glaze. “Are you there?”
Nothing came but the whisper of snow blowing over the rippling sastrugi.
Green Water checked the slant of Father Sun in the sky. The baby shifted inside. Her legs had begun to ache. How long to get back? An hour and a half? Two? She hesitated, torn.
“Did you really see anyone out here?” she wondered aloud.
Racked by indecision, she found it easier to continue, fear
eating at her for every step she took beyond the relative safety of the camp.
“And what if it was one of the Others you saw? What if Dancing Fox is long dead and you’re walking right into a thrown dart point? What then?” she growled to herself, striding on, wishing she’d waited for One Who Cries. Wind Woman blew harder, the landmarks on the horizon obscured in the shifting curtain of wind-driven snow.
“Fox? Anyone?” She cupped her hands, calling again and again. “Who’s there?”
Nervously, she ran her tongue around her mouth, shaking her head. Father Sun cast angling shadows through the ground blizzard, Wind Woman’s temperamental gusts coming ever stronger.
Green Water stared over her backtrail, seeing her tracks filled in as she walked. Hunger tightened. Pregnancy did that. It chafed at the belly constantly, drained her of energy.
She called again into the wind and looked around. “No way I’ll make it back before dark,” she mumbled. The tiny irritation of fear fed on her hopelessness.
She turned, circling.
Faint, a slight mew caught her ear. She cocked her head. “Dancing Fox?”
Nothing. She started back, the ache of overstressed leg muscles leaving a trembling in her hips. She stopped, turning again into the north, walking back over her tracks. Indecision tormented her. She had heard that faint sound.
“You’re killing your baby—and yourself,” she spat hoarsely. “Go home.”
But she shouted into the wind again. “Fox?”
“Here.”
Faint, ever so faint. Green Water shuffled forward hurriedly, heart leaping. “Where?”
“Here.” The voice came from upwind.
A faint brown form emerged from the restless snow only to be obscured by another gust. Green Water hurried forward, panting, awkward with her distended belly.
“Fox?”
“Green Water?” Dancing Fox blinked up at her from sunken features. Snow crusted around her hood. She shook
her head weakly. “Are you real? Not part of … of a Dream, or something?”
Green Water smiled and dropped to her knees, taking Fox’s hand, squeezing it hard. “There, you feel that? Would a Dream squeeze you like that?”
Dancing Fox’s forehead lined with confusion as she looked at her snow-caked mittens. “I … I don’t know. I don’t understand much anymore. Can’t think too good. Get confused. Just go south, that’s all. Lost the trail.”
Green Water patted her on the shoulder. “Well, I saw you. You’re almost there. Come on, One Who Cries will have everyone out looking. It’s almost dark and I’m not home. He’s a worrier when I’m in trouble.”
Dancing Fox nodded loosely, head bobbing. “You have any food? Can’t hardly walk anymore.”
Green Water helped her up only to have Fox crumble in a heap, crying in pain.
“What’s wrong?” She bent down, staring into Dancing Fox’s lined face.
“Forgot for a moment.” She stared up stupidly. “Hurt my ankle. Slipped on a rock a week ago. Hurts. Hurts worse than anything I’ve ever done to myself. Aches when I try and sleep. Like lances of fire when I walk.”
“A week ago? And you’re still traveling?”
For a moment, a sharp look filled Fox’s face. “Cursed right, I am. You see a lot of choice out here?” Then her eyes lost focus.
“How long since you’ve eaten?”
Fox’s brow lined again as she stared into the snow, thinking hard. “I don’t know. Found a dead caribou. Nothing but bones … about two weeks ago, maybe. Ate the marrow. Then there was nothing … but snow … and wind. You know how Wind Woman is … mad, blowing … always … blowing … .” Her voice drifted away.
“Come on, lean on me. Another couple of hours won’t kill you if you’ve made it this far.”
“Ought to rest, sleep.”
Green Water pulled her mitten off, reaching down the front of Dancing Fox’s parka, feeling the skin of her chest, reaching around to an armpit.
“No, you’re walking, girl. You rest now, you won’t get up. You’re too cold. Lost too much heat. Come on, up.”
Green Water grunted, struggling with Fox’s weight.
“Where’s your other snowshoe? Why’s this one tied to your pack?”
“Other one broke. When I fell. Tough to walk on one snowshoe. Other ankle hurts like a rock-smashed thumb.”
“Here, hold on to me. I’ll tie this on your good foot. You lean on me. Three feet is better than one, huh?”
Together, they turned, the last of the gray twilight fading in the southwest.
Teeth gritted, Green Water took the woman’s weight. “You’ll make it. You can do it.”
Dancing Fox mumbled under her breath, “Nothing left. Only me.”
“That’s right. Keep going.”
“Blessed Star People, that ankle hurts!” Fox groaned. “Why do we do this? Huh? Why do we suffer so? What’s the reason? What’s in living but hurt and pain and misery. People shouldn’t have to … to live … in this kind of—”
“Hush,” Green Water chided. “Save your energy for walking. That’s it, one step at a time.”
Even as she spoke, the breath grated in and out of her throat. Fire burned up her trembling legs, but they continued, Green Water reading the way from the stars.
How long? How many lifetimes did she spend out there?
Vaguely, she remembered One Who Cries calling. A dismembered recollection of him emerging out of the darkness, grabbing her up, hugging her gently and bending over Dancing Fox before bellowing into the storm. Then came hands, more walking, and finally the rocky descent to their shelter in the bottom of the valley.
As she huddled next to the fire, they brought Dancing Fox in, removing her ice-caked parka, rubbing her limbs and trunk, massaging her in the warm heat of the shelter before Singing Wolf cut the long boot from her left leg.
Green Water caught her breath at the size of Dancing Fox’s ankle. Mottled and swollen; it hurt just to look at it.
“And she walked a week on that?” One Who Cries was astonished.
“Tough woman.” Green Water sighed. “I don’t know anyone else who could have done it.”
Dancing Fox groaned and turned her head. “I didn’t have any choice. There was only me out there … only me.” And she closed her eyes tightly.