BEFORE WE LEFT I put in a quick radio call to base. Cockburn was otherwise engaged, thank god, and Harley was his usual taciturn self. I told him I’d be back in a day or two and signed off.
We took the short cut back to the Gunshot Road—I needed fuel, and none of us wanted to hang around. Although the fresh wheel tracks made for a smooth ride compared to our labyrinthine, puncture-packed wanderings on the way out, the mood of the party never managed to shake itself from the depths.
Danny seemed more downcast than anyone. He sat in the back of my vehicle, close to Windmill, spent the day mumbling to himself and staring out the window. His cheeks were blue, his lips cracked, his long eyelashes intertwined with goo.
The snakes, in keeping with the mood, were thick on the ground for the whole of the trip in. We spotted at least half a dozen of them, one a monster that insinuated itself into the track with a brutal nonchalance and wasn’t changing course for anyone. When I drove at the reptile, trying to hurry it along, it curved into the air then lashed at our bull-bar with a viciousness that had the kids in the back diving for the blankets.
I drove round the snake, my chest pounding. Caught a flash of light from an ironstone spur to the south, saw something up there move. A head, I was sure. Who would be spying on us?
I took another look, but saw nothing. A trick of the light? Maybe, but how to account for the sudden shiver down my spine?
‘Anybody else out here?’ I asked Magpie.
‘Eh?’
‘Thought I saw somebody…’
‘Where?’ He twisted about.
‘On that black hill.’
Magpie studied the rise, his eyes narrowing suspiciously. ‘Maybe kangaroo. Emu.’
‘It was a person, I’m sure. Why don’t we go back and have a look?’
But they all seemed horrified at that suggestion, and I wasn’t too keen on it myself. Meg sat there looking thoughtful. A few minutes later, she suggested: ‘Back on that hill—maybe that was Andulka you seen.’
‘Andulka?’
‘Jangala from Majumanu.’
‘Oh, I know who he is. You reckon he’s still alive?’
‘He’s out here somewhere.’
‘I heard he had a mountain fall on top of him, Meg.’
‘Might be. What’s a mountain to a feller who can fly?’
I settled back into the seat, gave the matter some thought. Andulka Jangala: I’d been hearing about him for most of my life, but it was hard to tell where reality ended and myth began.
Certainly there’d been a young man of that name, and an unusual feller he’d been. One of the last nomads to emerge from the desert, he was a famous nangkari who walked in with his family, twenty-five years ago. A Kantulyu man, he would have been a close relative of the Stonehouse mob.
I’d seen him myself one time when I was a kid. Never forgot him: sleek of limb and smooth of brow, he was a contemplative figure with the sky in his eyes and one foot in the other world. His dreaming was fire.
Andulka had settled into the Majumanu community, but he never overcame the suspicion of the whitefeller world that had kept him in the desert all those years. His forays into town were few and far between. He was deeply disturbed by the mining activity in the region, worried all that digging and drilling was unsettling the spirits underground. He began to spend more and more time out bush, wandering around on his own, digging out soaks, burning off rubbish grass, singing the songs that kept the country whole.
Three or four years ago, when Copperhead was reworking the old Green Saturn mine, an earthquake rocked the region. Andulka said it was a warning: he showed up at the site and made a pest of himself, poking around the diggings, tinkering with machines, arguing with the workers. They told him to bugger off, but it seemed he couldn’t hear them.
Finally, one dazzling afternoon—it was before I came back to the Centre, but I heard the story from my father—the Green Saturn shot-fire crew spotted him on the crest of a hill just as they were setting off a massive chain blast. Andulka was smack in the middle of the pattern. They roared a warning, but the charge had already gone and the hill vanished.
Police rescue mob searched for days but they had no chance of finding a body with half a mountain on top of it.
‘Andulka!’ I shook my head, studied Meg. ‘Surely we’d have heard something if he was still alive?’
‘But we have,’ she replied.
‘Where?’
‘In dream.’
‘Oh yeah.’
Magpie detected the cynicism in my voice. ‘N’other feller seen him too.’
‘Which other feller?’
‘Them Majumanu mob.’
‘What have they seen?’
‘Smoke. Tracks.’
‘Right.’ I’d heard the stories, of course. From time to time, some traveller out that way would wake to feel an unaccountable presence out past the campfire’s glow, would feel he was being watched. Some wanderer picking his way down a remote gorge would hear the mysterious echo of a song that flowed like fire and whisper ‘Andulka!’ Some hunter would spot a smoke plume that looked man-made where no men were.
The rumours intensified, the legend grew. People said they’d seen him at the Isa Rodeo, or on the train to Adelaide. They said he could appear in two places at once, turn into a bat and fly by night, conjure fireballs and whirlwinds from thin air.
I didn’t believe a word of it, but what the hell: our mob have lost so many myths along the way, I couldn’t see any harm in inventing a few new ones.
Magpie gave up in the face of my relentless scepticism, nodded back at the hill, threw another hat into the ring.
‘Might be that ranger feller up there…’
‘Ranger?’ My heart skipped.
‘Wildlife.’
‘Which one?’
‘Oh, forget his name, but you know im, that feller from Bluebush, got the little red hat, all-a-time laughin…’
Sounded like Jojo, the prick. Running around the bush having fun while I was playing with myself in a lonely bed or getting caught up in the bush bash from hell.
Magpie ran his fingers through his whiskers. ‘He come through a coupla weeks ago, lookin for them bilyaju.
’ Bilbies. That’d be my wandering boyfriend all right.
But there was no way that would have been him up on the hill spying on us; Jojo was a congenial character who’d pull over to say hello and end up sharing a meal and hanging on to your life story, honestly believing it was the most fascinating thing he’d ever heard.
‘Wouldn’t know where he was now, would you?’ I asked hopefully.
Magpie gave the desert the benefit of his long, thoughtful gaze: ‘Might be somewhere…’
Might be some-fucking-where! Fat lot of use that was to me; a hundred and fifty thousand square k’s of dirt out there, and he could be in any one of them. And oh, I wanted him now, wanted to kiss that stupid, sleepy, reassuring grin, feel those rough hands slipping into my pants.
The gloom that had been running beneath the surface since Dingo Springs kicked in with a vengeance. Everybody felt it; even the little kids stared at the ground, po-faced, as if they couldn’t wait to get back to the dirty beds and lolly water of Stonehouse Creek.
As we drew closer to the Gunshot Road, the wheel marks turned into an honest track. By afternoon we were flying along. The mood of our party, however, was far from flying, and it was a relief to us all when the track turned into a road. We drove past the old Gunshot Minefield, and soon afterwards the Green Swamp Roadhouse appeared in the distance.
Nipper went in to hassle for more credit, everybody else scattered for toilet or bar, depending on the relative condition of bladder and tongue. I refuelled the car, and was about to refuel myself when I noticed an old blue Nissan over by the well. The vehicle looked familiar. Jacob Jangala, perhaps, from Dixon’s Creek?
I wandered over, had a peek at the tray. They’d be partying at Dixon’s Creek tonight: there was a turkey covered in branches, a couple of kangaroos, a porcupine, a drum full of bush oranges and—I took another look—a bilby!
‘Eh! What’s this?’ A booming voice behind me. ‘Fuckin kurlupartu stealin a poor blackfeller’s tucker now?’
I spun round. There was a burly stockman in a big blue denim shirt standing there. He had a Crankshaft at either side, and they all seemed mightily amused at having caught me unawares.
‘Jacob!’ I said, a little sheepishly. ‘I was just having a look.’
He grinned. ‘Nah, you’re right, Em. Benny told me you been out west.’
‘What’s with the bilby? You’re not supposed to hunt them, you know. Whitefeller law lookin after that one.’
‘Mmmm—good eatin but.’
‘Where’d you get it?’
‘Out the Wild Tucker Sanctuary.’
‘The what?’
‘Ranger feller makin it out on Galena Creek. Markin it out with a fencepost.’
‘Ranger? Which ranger?’
‘Jojo.’ He scrutinised the expression on my face. ‘You know him?’
‘Yeah, I know him—and it’s not a tucker sanctuary, Jacob—they don’t do take-aways. So Jojo’s out there, is he?’
‘Yuwayi. I was talking to him just this morning. Been out there hunting these bilyaju.’
‘He’s hunting them with a camera and a notebook, Jacob. The idea is to protect them from hungry buggers like you.’
He broke into a laugh, a big, disjointed affair, like a road-train changing gears; Benny and Bernie made up the chorus. ‘Nah, I’m bullshittin, Em. Shot a fox, had that one in its mouth. Jojo’d be grateful—fuckin foxes are his main trouble, knockin off the bilbies.’
I could see how Jojo and this rambunctious character would get along.
I looked back down the road. ‘Galena Creek, eh? Where is that exactly?’
‘Hour or two back along the Gunshot, north side of the road.’
He drew a sketch map in the sand, and I copied it into my notebook.
‘Jacob, couldn’t do me a huge favour, could you?’
‘What?’
‘Take my passengers back to Stonehouse?’
He gave the request a split second’s consideration. ‘No worries.’ Never one to dilly-dally was Jacob. ‘Bout time I went down—see that old uncle mine.’
‘Which uncle’s that?’
‘Mister Watson.’
‘Ah, Mister Watson. Get him to tell you the one about the copper and the nose hair.’
‘I heard that one.’
‘Figure out what it was about?’
‘Don’t think he knows himself.’
Before we went our separate ways, I had a word with Danny, who was waiting under a tree with the men.
‘This is where we say goodbye.’
I was moved—and slightly worried—by the wave of anxiety that broke across his face.
‘You gotta go, Emily?’
I ruffled his hair. ‘Supposed to be back days ago—they’ll have the cops out looking for us, and we wouldn’t want that.’
‘Can I come too?’
‘Not a good idea, Danny—still a bit hot for you in town.’
He craned his neck, took in the wide horizon, the roadhouse, Doc’s cabin across the road. He took a closer look at the rocks piled up behind it.
‘Them the rocks in your picture?’ he asked warily.
‘They are.’
‘What for that ol man pile up all them rocks?’
‘Buggered if I know.’
Suddenly he seemed so young, so vulnerable. I took his hand.
‘Listen up, Danny: if ever you need me, I’ll be there. You’ve only gotta get word through—plenty of ways to do that—radio, motor car—and I’ll come running. That’s a promise, okay?’
He looked at me, through me, the fear receding in his eyes.
‘A promise?’
‘Rolled gold. Stick around with this mob for now, we need you to help these old blokes.’
As if on cue, Eli came over, put his hand through the crook of Danny’s arm: his vision might be gone, but his ears were sharp, his brain sharper.
‘Young feller gotta be my eyes,’ he said with a broad smile.
Danny nodded, seemed reconciled to the situation. I gave them both a farewell hug, was moved to see them standing there, arms linked, as I turned and drove to the west.
Jacob flagged me down.
‘Bluebush is the other way.’
‘Going via Galena Creek.’
He smiled conspiratorially. ‘What you doin out there?’
I gave him a wink, my spirits already on the rise.
‘Gotta see a man about a bilby.’