Erde recalled her chamber-woman finding her in the middle of the floor, but not much else until she was bathed and in bed by firelight with Fricca patting her hand and telling her not to worry, that was how it was being a woman. For all her voluble advice-giving, Fricca had neglected to warn her that when this much awaited time arrived, she would feel so completely awful.
“Oh, that’ll pass.” Fricca was plainly delighted by the turn of events, though she did cast the occasional troubled glance at the ruined white gown now discarded in the corner. She pressed her giggles back into her mouth. “Poor Rainer! Oh, such a face on him! You’d think these young soldiers would be used to the sight of a bit of blood!”
Erde relaxed into the feather bed and let her breathing slow. Perhaps if she feigned sleep, Fricca would go away and leave her alone with the thousand new thoughts raging in her head. She didn’t think of Rainer. She couldn’t without squirming. He would never speak to her again, and surely she would never dare speak to him. Yet his face filled her vision when she closed her eyes. She had not expected his lips to be so soft.
In the breaks in Fricca’s monologue, Erde could hear the sleet ticking at the window glass. In the forest, the deer would be seeking out their winter shelter, the young ones too slight yet to withstand the early weather. Shouts from the feasting echoed up the stairwell. Brassy music and the distant clash of steel.
“Listen to them still going on!” exclaimed Fricca. “You’d think it was a battle won, not a poor good woman laid in the holy ground.”
Erde pictured her father, well into his cups with the slimy priest. She wondered if Rainer had returned downstairs as well, to drink too much and joke with the rest of the Guard and make fun of the baron’s daughter, the silly skinny child who couldn’t hold her wine. She knew Rainer was always a moderate drinker, but she wouldn’t blame him for wanting to lose himself in drink tonight. She turned over with a groan and curled tighter around the source of her unfamiliar ache. “Is Alla asleep already?”
“Nay, the captain went to fetch her. She’ll be making up something special for you, that’s all that keeps her.” Fricca rose to stir the fire and pile on several unnecessary logs, then came to close the bed curtains. “Go to sleep if you can. I’ll sit till she comes.”
The warm bed soothed, and the flame-flicker on the sheer linen drapes was mesmerizing. Erde dozed but it could only have been a while, for the firelight was still bright on the curtains when sudden noises woke her, loud voices in the outer hall, her door opening.
“Where is my daughter? Is she well?”
Her father, and fully drunk by the sound of him. Erde did not move.
Fricca sputtered out of her nap by the hearth. “Oh, fast asleep, my lord.” She gave a small womanly laugh. “After her ordeal.”
“What? What ordeal?”
“Ummm . . .” Fricca faltered. Erde guessed there was someone else in the room.
“Out with it, woman,” her father ordered.
“Shhh, shhh, my lord!” There was whispering, and Fricca’s maddening giggle.
“What? When?”
“Just now! I found the poor child fainted dead away in the middle of the floor.” Fricca sobered. “But I fear your fine gift is ruined, my lord. And my dear lady’s gown as well.”
“Pfft,” said the baron. “Just a dress. Her mother would be delighted. Let’s see this trophy!”
“Surely not, my lord, with . . .”
“Bring it!”
Fricca reluctantly retrieved the stained garment. The baron snatched it from her and shook it out. He was silent for a long time. Erde heard him walking about in the staccato way of a drunk determined to appear sober.
“Well, Brother,” he declared finally. “What do you think of that? My daughter is a woman at last.”
“Cause for joy indeed, my lord.”
The priest. In her own bedchamber. Erde thought of the deer again and tried to be as still as they were when hiding from the hunters.
“My only daughter,” mused the baron thickly. Then he roused himself. “We must announce it. We must have a celebration!”
But Erde detected no celebration in his voice. She heard the scrape of the priest’s sandal, his light-footed careful step, as he moved toward the heat of the fireplace. “Certainly you should, my lord, once the usual rituals have been observed.” He lowered his voice, which made him sound threatening. “I assume, my good woman, that you’ve taken appropriate steps, in order to be able assure his lordship that he’s hearing the truth of the matter?”
“Steps?” Fricca replied blankly.
“I mean, woman, have you properly examined the girl?”
“Oh, oh, she’s fine, your reverence, I mean, she will be, just tuckered out, you know.”
“Don’t play with me, woman!” the priest growled.
Fricca made inarticulate noises, then fell silent.
The baron snorted. “She hasn’t a clue what you mean, Brother. We are a bit less formal here in the benighted provinces. But rest your mind.” The gown rustled as he tossed it to the floor. “Truth is in the evidence.”
“But evidence can mislead, my lord.”
The baron hardly seemed to hear him. “A celebration, then! Fricca! Let’s have some wine here!”
“There’s a tray already laid in your chamber, my lord . . .”
“But none here. I see none here! Now, woman! Here and now!”
Fricca rustled away. The baron lowered himself with an explosive sigh into the chair by the hearth. The leather creaked and for a while, Erde heard only the snap of the fire and her father’s wine-heavy breathing. Then the priest stirred.
“May I speak, my lord?”
“Aye, speak, Brother. You’ve shown no reluctance so far. In fact, I’ve been impressed, yes, even moved by your knowledge and concern for the minor political details of a fiefdom that could hardly be of importance to a great man from Rome.” He shifted and the leather groaned again. “What’s on your mind?”
“Concern for your own interests, my lord, now that I have come to know you personally. And for God’s holy commandments.”
The baron chuckled. “Are they all under attack?”
“You may mock, my lord, but the Devil lurks behind every door.”
“Enough simpering behind priest’s rhetoric, Guillemo! We’ve done with that, you and I, have we not? Leave it to your army of subordinates. If something’s bothering you, spit it out!”
“With your permission then, my lord . . . in cases like this, the ritual examination is no mere formality. It . . .”
“Cases like this?”
The priest was silent a moment, offering a reluctance to continue so obviously a ploy that Erde could barely keep silent. She wanted to shout at her father that if he weren’t so drunk, he’d see how this man was manipulating him. At length, Guillemo cleared his throat politely. “My lord baron, I sense something irregular here. Could the servant be protecting the girl?”
“Protecting?”
“Well, for instance, you said she never informed you of the girl’s unseemly gamboling in the woods.”
“Protecting her for what?”
“For your daughter’s reputation,” the priest prodded silkily, “and for yours. The woman clearly, well . . . favors you, my lord. It’s only natural that she’d . . .”
Erde thought she would stop breathing altogether. She could almost hear suspicion clicking into place in her father’s wine-sodden brain, like the gears of a clock readying itself to strike.
“For what reason, I mean!”
Guillemo’s sandals slapped softly against the stone, back and forth in front of the hearth. “Before my, ah, Calling, lord baron, I had in Rome some training in matters of the law. Those old habits compel me yet to review events until my heart is satisfied that they are as they appear to be, or as they have been presented.”
A rattle of cups announced Fricca’s return. “Wine, my lord.”
“What kept you? Give it here!” The baron poured and drank. “So. What of it, man? Go on.”
Guillemo resumed his pacing. “A young girl drinks too much, is escorted from the hall by a handsome captain. A while later, she is found by her chambermaid, sprawled on the floor, her garment a ruin.”
“Only stained, my lord,” Fricca ventured. “A good soaking might save it. And she wasn’t sprawled. She’d fainted, poor lamb.”
“Go on, Brother,” said the baron tightly.
“Well, my lord, as a protector of God’s Laws and as your friend, this is the thing I must ask: what about this boy-soldier of yours? Do you trust him?”
“With my life,” the baron growled.
“Ah, well, perhaps. But with your daughter?”
Erde heard Fricca’s soft gasp, then nothing but the flames and the sound of her father drinking.
Finally the baron said, “They were raised together. He’s like a brother to her.”
“Reassuring, I agree, though that could put her more at ease with such men than might be proper for a young girl.”
“She’s an innocent, Guillemo. She knows nothing of men. She walks alone in the forest without thinking what might happen. She . . .” The baron cut himself short. “She’s an innocent.”
“Yes,” the priest replied and Erde heard in his voice the soft rasp of a dagger being drawn. Why did her father keep listening? Why didn’t he tell this awful man to go away and let her sleep? She knew she should leap up and defend herself, or run away down the halls to Alla who could handle both her father and the priest. But it was like hearing someone else’s story. She was frozen in horrified fascination, and Guillemo was moving in for the kill. “Innocent, exotically beautiful, ripe on the edge of womanhood . . .”
“The boy’s as much an innocent as she is.”
“Ah, but a man nonetheless. And what young man doesn’t harbor a bit of the Devil in his heart?”
Something, a wine cup, fell to the floor and shattered.
“My lord, don’t you listen to him!” Fricca exclaimed. “It’s a shame! A man of God, saying such foul things!”
A brisk knock at the door silenced her.
“Ah,” said Guillemo. “Your patience for a moment, my lord.”
Erde heard him whisk to the door for a murmured conference. She prayed he’d be called away on urgent business.
“My lord,” he said finally. “If you’ll indulge me, some further evidence has been uncovered.”
The baron only grunted. Someone, Fricca perhaps, gathered up the shards of the wine cup.
“Bring her in,” called the priest. There was a shifting of booted feet and slippers. “Now, my girl. Don’t be afraid. You’ve done nothing wrong. Just tell my lord baron what you saw.”
It was only whimpering at first, but Erde’s gifted ear recognized the voice of the third floor laundry maid.
“Speak, girl. The truth serves both your lord on this earth and the One in heaven.”
“I’m making up beds, your reverence, and I . . . I seen them coming down the hall.”
“Who did you see, child?”
“The captain, and my lady Erde. He was carrying her and they was laughing.”
The priest cleared his throat again. “Carrying her . . . as in holding her against himself bodily?”
“Um, well, yes, sir, you could call it that.”
“And what else?”
“Oh, nothing else, your reverence. They just passed by like they never seen me at all.”
“But there’s nothing unusual in that, is there? I mean, in being ignored by your betters?”
The servant girl hesitated. Erde heard some sniffling, so well-orchestrated that she would have laughed, were she not already so horrified. She could not imagine what she’d done to make this girl betray her so readily.
“Would it be unusual?” prompted the priest.
“No sir, I mean . . . well, yes, sir, with the captain, sir . . . I mean, after all he’s said, sir . . . well, I mean he could have given me a look, you know? Like he even knew I was there!”
“All he’s said? Promises? Has he made promises, in return for . . . ah, favors?”
The sniffles dissolved into loud weeping.
“That’ll do,” the priest snapped. “Return her to her quarters.”
The door thudded shut. In the silence, Erde heard Guillemo moving about. She could picture him, pacing deliberately, his dark face a mask of righteous concern.
“Well, my lord baron. It appears the boy is not as innocent as you thought.”
Wood and leather groaned as the baron heaved his bulk out of the chair. “Wake her up, then!”
Fricca found her tongue. “My lord, how can you listen to such tales? That laundry wench is a famous flirt! She’s made eyes at every soldier in the barracks. Let the child sleep, she’s feeling so poorly . . . !”
“Wake her up! We’ll hear it from her.”
“Calm, my lord,” Guillemo urged, and Erde ground her teeth in rage. As if it were not he who was responsible for the baron’s intemperance! “We are only considering the possibility. The word of a servant should not carry much weight, and we have a better option. The truth can be ascertained by a simple examination, to be performed here and now in your presence, and the matter be done with.”
“Wake her up,” the baron snarled. “Or I will!”
“No!” Fricca wailed. “Leave the poor child alone! With you too drunk to know what truth is!”
There was a sharp crack, Fricca’s muffled squeal, and the thud and clatter of her soft weight falling amid the metal fire tongs and the ash bucket. Erde was relieved to hear her weeping. Silence would have been more terrifying. Then the baron ripped aside the bed curtains and stood staring down at her, breathing hard. “Get up, Daughter.”
Erde gathered the quilt around her, saw Fricca huddled on the floor in the firelight. Her father’s eyes on her were like a hunter’s. She fought to keep her voice steady. “Yes, Papa.”
“Been listening, hah?”
“Yes, Papa.”
“Well?”
A knock at the door, Rainer’s knock. Erde could not help it. Her eyes darted toward the sound.
“Get it,” the baron barked. Fricca had scrambled up and was already there.
Alla pushed past the half-open door. “What’s this, Josef? The girl’s not so deathly ill that you’ve need of a priest! Come, this is women’s business. Clear out now, both of you. Let me do my work.” She flashed Guillemo an unedited look of dislike and shoved at the door to swing it wide. “Bring that in, lad, and set it by the hearth.”
Rainer hesitated in the doorway. He held a steaming crock by thick, oversized handles, and his face was soft with concern. Erde could not have known that the look passing between them would suggest so much to a man of the world like her father.
“Bring it in, lad,” he mimicked. “Set it down.”
“Oh, Josef,” said Alla, beckoning Rainer in. “Too much wine. What would your mother say?”
“My mother, as you may have noticed, is no longer about to tell me what to do.”
Alla raised an eyebrow. “So much the worse for you. Go to bed before you embarrass yourself. Where’s that crock, lad?”
Rainer eased in, eyes tight to his burden. He set the crock down, shot his lord an empathetic glance intended to be of the sort shared between men in the midst of female matters, and turned to go. He found Brother Guillemo between himself and the door.
“Please stay a while, Captain,” said the baron pleasantly.
Rainer came to attention. “My lord.”
The baron took him by the shoulder and turned him slowly to face Erde. “Now, Daughter, can you answer the good brother satisfactorily? Have you anything to tell me about what went on earlier this evening?”
“No, Papa. Nothing went on.” But her bewilderment was disingenuous. She had overheard too much. “It’s not what you think.”
Rainer’s eyes widened, flew to Erde, and the baron caught the glance before each looked away.
“Not what I think, eh? What was it, then?”
“Nothing, Papa! Nothing! I was sick, you know I was sick, and he was helping me like you asked, that’s all.” He stared at her as if she was suddenly covered in mud. Erde knew she should weep, but she was afraid, so afraid, and could not manage it.
Alla moved past the baron, bringing Erde a cupful of hot liquid. “What is this nonsense, Josef? What poison has this priest been spilling? Don’t you know what’s happened here?”
“Do you, Alla? Do you really know what goes on in this house? Or are you in on this, too? Am I a fool? I see the way she looks at him!” The baron glared as if Rainer’s very presence enraged him beyond bearing. His grip tightened until the young man winced. “I see it now. You’re the one she’s been meeting out in the forest!”
“Never, my lord! Erde, tell him!”
The baron shoved him backward and slapped him as he might a dog. “My lady, to you, boy!”
Rainer hunched in shame. “Yes, my lord.”
Baron Josef grabbed him again. “How long, hah? How long without my knowing?”
“Papa, listen to me! You never listen!”
“I told you she met no one!” Fricca yelped.
Alla faced the baron calmly, hands on hips. “Stop this right now. Send this priest away, and we’ll settle this when you’re sober enough to think rationally.”
“I marvel, my lord,” remarked Guillemo from the fireplace, “that your household treats you with such ill respect. Do you not honor God, woman?”
“Shut up, priest!” The baron’s face was flushed as deep as his burgundy velvet. “Get me some help.”
Alla laid her small hands on his arm to quiet him and to loose Rainer from his rigid grasp. He brushed her aside. “Go!” he growled over her head.
Guillemo bowed and whispered from the room.
“Now we’ll see . . .” He twisted Rainer away from him until the guardsman’s sword was within reach. With his free hand, he jerked it from its sheath and set the point to Rainer’s throat. “You ungrateful pup! I made you and this is how you thank me? You think I’m so gullible? Like some foolish woman you can fool me with an innocent face? I ought to gut you here and now!”
Rainer found his strangled voice. “But what have I done?”
“He did nothing,” said Alla. “Didn’t you hear her say he did nothing?”
“She’s protecting her lover, old woman! Can a priest see that better than you?”
“Papa! You’re drunk!”
Rainer dropped to one knee at the baron’s feet. “My lord, on my life, I never . . . how could you even think . . . ?”
“Couldn’t content yourself with the serving girls, hah? No, they’re not good enough for the son of a King’s Knight! It had to be my daughter! My precious daughter! MINE!”
Rainer reached out in protest. The baron recoiled. “So that’s your game! Think you can take the old man in a fight!”
“My lord, no!” But he rose instinctively to defend himself.
Baron Josef threw the sword aside. It nearly sliced Alla’s shin, skittering past her. The baron swung an arm back and slammed Rainer sidelong, sending him sprawling on the stone floor. Erde shoved her quilt aside and ran at her father like a lunatic, snatching at his arm, screeching at him to stop. He staggered but knocked her away and lunged after Rainer, hauling him up with one hand. As the young man stared at him in disbelief, the baron hit him full in the face, then rammed a knee into his stomach as he went down.
“No! Oh, no!” Erde scrambled to the fallen guardsman, her bare legs scraping across the splintered boards. She fell on him to cover his head with her own body. Now the blood on her garment was his.
“See?” roared her father, swaying above them drunkenly. “You see how she protects him?”
“You are a madman!” Erde screamed. Rainer coughed and groaned beneath her.
Brother Guillemo returned. Swords and white-robes filled the doorway. “My lord?”
The baron wiped his mouth on his sleeve and pointed. “That one.”
“Josef,” Alla begged. “Think what you’re doing! Stop this while you’re still able!”
The baron turned slowly to glare at her. His eyes glittered like small unseeing jewels. “Go to your room, old woman, if you know what’s good for you.”
Brother Guillemo gestured sharply. Two white-robes dragged Erde away from Rainer and tossed her like a sack of grain onto her bed. When Alla tried to go to her, another hustled the protesting midwife from the room. Two more jerked the young man to his feet. Hanging stunned and bleeding in their grasp, he looked to Erde, who could only shake her head in disbelieving horror. Then he raised his bruised eyes to meet the baron’s.
“What did I say about being used, my lord? Look around you. I have never lied to you or abused your trust. You’ll never have a more loyal man than me.”
The baron spat in his face. “Get him out of here.”
Erde saw only a bearded death’s head as Brother Guillemo smiled his self-righteous smile and signaled to his men to take Rainer away. With the room emptying and no antagonist left, the baron seemed to lose focus. He looked for his wine cup, and not finding it, drank from the pitcher. Guillemo offered his own cup from the mantle, then bowed to him deeply. “You should rest, my lord. From the shock.”
Baron Josef frowned distractedly, then merely nodded and turned toward the door, the pitcher still clutched firmly in one hand.