Let me flee tick-tock time’s paralysis
and float through unplumbed time’s pure dead
brilliant book (not like a book when being read,
but like afterwards, when it swims in your head)
of interconnections. The clock looks so sad
because it always knows what time it is;
yet if time ticks on, let me not wallow
but face the facts, which cluster and collide from
one moment to the next, but never join
together as I toss small coins
at a homeless woman, and the next one,
then walk past the rest in a sham of shadows,
silhouettes, shopfronts, lampposts, car lights
leering like fluorescent chrysanthemums;
past the bobbling torchlights of mobile phones,
warm flat windows, third floor homes,
illuminated cyclists and the white wan
moon-holes on the thigh of a drunk girl’s tights.