On a Cold Evening in Edinburgh

Night falls, as night will,

       out of nowhere and sprawls

black in the thick folds

             and pooled gloom

of itself, and crawls

       into every nook and cranny,

and frost will soon

crackle and slip over the surface

       of things, slick over thoroughfares

and alleyways, paves, cobbles

             and graves, while small moons

of satellites, passenger flights

       and haulage flights patrol

each and every square

inch of the hard-starred

       and static sky like pinhead

toxic blips that scour

             the dark, scar the air.

Fast cats eat the dead

       birds and foxes

rifle through recycling bins

while a bull-necked

       baby bawls and hauls

a breast of milk from bed

             and children dream of guns

and horses against the silhouette

       of hills in the distance.

On a night like this,

it’s easy to forget little

       we can do or say is likely to avert

fingernails being torn from fingers,

             murder by hunger, genetic malice,

fuel terror that will tear the fatal earth.

       But there can be no turning

our backs on a world that’s always turning

to tomorrow’s open promise:

       maybe a quick death, maybe slow.

We may never know

             more than the lovesick and pierced teen

who lips blue smoke in an upward

       spiral from her bedroom window

raising wolf whistles from the street below,

but notice how people, like words,

       ache to attach themselves,

unload their burden, tingle and tie,

             fuse and flow into a music

that can only be heard

       in gentle dreams.

Like books on bookshelves we lie

packed into terraces and towerblocks,

       bedsits and bungalows,

listening to passenger trains

             and haulage trains snuffle and cry

in the distance

       bearing untold and heavy cargoes

into the terror and solace of silence

or, for all we know,

       Hull, Bristol, Dover,

to set sail for greater islands

             where the occupied already turn over

to embrace a breeze-kissed

       morning and brace themselves

against the violence

without, the violence within.

       On a night like this,

little we can say or do is likely to call

             down the angels,

make the all mighty

       change their minds and suddenly

dedicate their lives to the bliss

of their wives of many long years.

       But to simply cave in

when tomorrow crawls,

             as tomorrow will, out of nowhere,

and slowly lose all trace

       of ourselves; to give up the ghost,

let ourselves fall

and all but drop off the face

       of the earth would be to follow

in the footsteps of the family

             man who flees his family in the face

of the air-strike to save

       his own skin, to break free

and sink or swim

in the edgeless desert and dead time

       of himself; it would be

never to enter the true city;

             never to put our bodies in the line

of ringless fingers, the winds

       of change, their piercing slipstream;

never to crack open our lovesick

and spinning minds

       to feel the solace and bliss

of these streets where we wake to dream,

             dream to wake. On a night like this,

it’s as if we haven’t seen

       them all before: the hurt and the hurtful,

the hunted and unmissed;

legless couples locked together

       singing long dawn songs;

singles who’ve almost

             given up hoping to throw

their arms around anything but lipless

       visions amid sirens and engines;

the flickering ghosts

of flat screens through windows;

       the widows of the night;

raw girls in tartan minis and tight

             t-shirts under lamp posts;

the breeze and litter’s side-street skirl;

       the recently bereaved taking flight,

breaking free in the back of a black taxi

racing past slumpers and stragglers

       ranting, raving, fumbling for a light;

past haulage trains and passenger planes

             breaching the limits of the city

bearing untold and heavy cargoes

       from Taipei, Mumbai, Beijing:

all lovers and loners, watchers

and wardens, captive and free,

       waiting for dark skies to crack

open onto what will be.

             This is what we know.

On a night like this,

       the world, the poem, is a ring.

Move like a butterfly, and sting.