The Likelihood

At some time or other the dust will change its mind.

It will cease to be dust.

It will start over again.

It will reconstitute itself,

become skin,

become a fingernail or perhaps

a heart beating slowly.

Whatever, let’s keep our eyes open

in case we miss the moment

of the dust’s rebellion,

and our ears open

for the small whisper of

‘I’m fed up being dust,’ or

‘I long to be an apple polished

against the sleeve

of a child I’d forgotten!’

It might be the dust buried beneath frost speaking,

or the dust of old machinery,

or the melancholic dust of friends

who believed in dying.

It might even be the dust of the moths

God left uninvented.

Against a pile of such dust I have weighed

the likelihood of you returning.