The Tide

Matt Bernstein Sycamore

It’s one A.M., which is when all the bars close in Provincetown, so I figure I better get up the hill and over to the action. I hurry to Commercial Street, rush to the bay, and sure enough there’s a group of guys waiting around on the sand. But that’s all they’re doing. So I start grabbing my dick through my pants, and then I take it out, and pretty soon someone’s on his knees against the fence, sucking me.

Then suddenly there are guys surrounding us—all jerking off—I don’t know where everyone came from. One guy in a Stüssy hat keeps looking at my earrings, either he’s into them or...I don’t know. His eyes are bulging and I think he’s kind of freaked out. He’s one of the only other young guys around and I pull him behind me. He’s grabbing my ass but not low enough and the other guy’s still sucking my dick, I lean over to kiss his head and then I pull my dick away because I’m about to come.

The Stüssy guy steps back to watch me jerking off and the guy who was sucking my dick moves to someone else, so I bend over to suck another guy’s dick, cockhead that expands in my throat. I lean up and some older guy holds his poppers to my nose—yuck, I push his hand away but smile. The guy sucking moves on to a third guy, I’m feeling a bit neglected, but not enough to let the other guy on his knees keep sucking me—his mouth feels so dry it hurts.

The poppers guy is holding the poppers down for the first guy sucking and that guy pushes them away too. I put my fingers in his ears while he sucks yet another guy’s dick—he’s got the stamina. Someone tries to rim me but I’m not into it, I turn around to say no thanks but he keeps going so I push his head away. I want to get fucked—I’ve got condoms and lube and my ass is out, in New York there’d be someone trying to get inside me within seconds.

I take off my shirt and hang it on the fence. I’m jerking off but I’m not really into it. The crowd smells like stale sweat and poppers and then there’s the rotten fish smell from the water. I lean over to suck some guy’s huge dick, he’s fucking my face hard and I’m taking it all, he’s grunting but then he pulls away and the first sucker goes for him. I stand up to someone rubbing my chest, his hard dick pressing against my ass. I move his dick to my asshole.

I’ve got one hand on the sucker’s neck and with my other hand I grab the other guy’s ass while he’s getting sucked. He’s moaning and I kiss his neck, then he pulls away and I feel the guy behind me as his dick slides into my ass and he gasps, lips at my neck, hands grabbing my thighs. The sucker’s taking a break, cupping my balls—I’m jerking off and the other guy’s got his dick all the way in my ass.

I reach down to my pants and take out a condom, look up and wow everyone’s gathered up against the fence watching me. I feel like a safer sex harm-reduction demonstration as I lean over and slide the condom onto the guy’s dick, pull out my lube and get him all wet. Then I put his dick against my asshole again and he practically shoves it in, which makes me gasp but I’m relaxed now so it’s okay. I’m bent over and he’s fucking me, yes, and then the sucker gets underneath me and wow.

I stand up and the guy’s grabbing my chest and fucking me and there’s the Stüssy guy right beside me rubbing my teats, and all over there are guys looking at me and jerking off. I feel like I’m putting on a show. I bend my knees and lean over to ask the guy sucking if he wants me to come in his mouth. He nods yes and then I start pumping hard and he’s taking it, the guy fucking me is grabbing his head, and there it is fuck I’m coming I’m practically screaming and the guy sucking is gagging hard and then I pull away.

Everyone looks like they’re in awe. They all start pulling up their pants like they’re ready to go, I pull my ass off the guy’s dick and turn around to kiss him, he’s not bad looking. Then I lean down to kiss the guy sucking, he says I’m glad I met you. I kiss him again and someone says the tide’s coming in, I turn around and sure enough the water’s under my boots, two feet further and there will be nowhere to stand.