The beat-up tan wreck didn’t turn up anywhere as I drove. I kept enough of my mind on the road to look for it and insure my safe arrival home, but I was deep in thought all the way. Nathan Herskovitz had had a lover, a woman many years younger than he, a woman who had probably once come across as being quite beautiful, quite exotic, quite desirable. In the most romantic of ways they had met for secret afternoon trysts and thirty years later had still cared enough for each other that they remained in that terrible building, still secretly together.
A poem by Leigh Hunt that I had run across recently came to mind:
Jenny kissed me when we met,
Jumping from the chair she sat in;
Time, you thief, who love to get
Sweets into your list, put that in:
Say I’m weary, say I’m sad,
Say that health and wealth have missed me,
Say I’m growing old, but add,
Jenny kissed me.
Was it that, then? Amelia Paterno as Nathan’s Jenny. I was bothered by the idea, and I was very troubled by Amelia Paterno’s story.
By changing one small but very important detail, the time they met, I had a motivation for Hannah Herskovitz’s suicide. She could have discovered her husband’s infidelity, felt she could not deal with it, and taken her life. And Nathan, who sat apart from his wife on all those evenings in the fifties, may have been thinking of his lover one flight up whom he could not be with without causing disruption in his family and hers. It fit, but it troubled me.
Actually, two things troubled me. The first was something that tells you more about me than about the situation I was working on. When someone looks me in the eye and says, “I didn’t do it,” I am strongly inclined to believe him. When a defendant takes the witness stand and speaks in his own defense, I am moved. There is something very powerful about hearing a person declare his innocence. When Mrs. Paterno told me her story, I was strongly inclined to believe it.
But then there was the other thing. Jack had told me several times that when you work on a murder—he says homicide—you look for means, motive, and opportunity. Mrs. Paterno had a better opportunity than anyone else I could think of—including Jesus Ramirez—to kill Nathan. She had the key to his apartment. She could have been waiting inside when he came home from his bench in the sun. As for means, she could have picked up the weapon, whatever it was, used it, and disposed of it. Why hadn’t she noticed something missing? She must have visited that apartment hundreds of times over the years. I racked my brain to think of some heavy object, a piece of crystal, a lamp that was no longer there, that could have dealt the death blow. But where was the motive? She already knew Nathan would not live out the next year. And if she loved him, if she stayed in that awful building to be near him, why would she kill him?
“Think, Kix,” I said aloud, but nothing came together.
When I walked into my house, ready for half an hour with feet up and a look at today’s paper, I opened the door to incipient chaos. The phone was ringing, and I dashed to the kitchen to answer it.
“Is this Miss Bennett?” a man asked in a less-than-friendly tone.
“Yes, it is.”
“This is H. K. Granite.” I had to think a minute. Granite was the “youngster” I had interviewed, the man I judged to be no more than seventy, the one who lived in the apartment crowded with art. “Are you behind these calls I’m getting?” He sounded downright accusatory.
“What phone calls?” I asked, pulling off my shoes and stretching my toes.
“You don’t know anything about them?” He was still angry and sounded incredulous.
“I don’t know what phone calls you’re talking about, and no, I had nothing to do with them, whatever they are.”
“I see.”
I didn’t. “You want to tell me about it, Mr. Granite?”
“I came in this afternoon and there was a message on my machine. A man said, ‘I want the book.’ That was it. About an hour later, he called back. He said he wanted the book and if I didn’t have it, who did?”
“And you think he was talking about the book Zilman told me about yesterday.”
“How do I know what book he’s talking about? All I know is you ask who would want to kill Herskovitz, I send you to Zilman to tell you about the Haggadah, and suddenly I’m getting anonymous calls about a book that sound threatening.”
“Did Nathan give you one of his books to take to the States?”
“He gave one to my parents.”
“Your parents,” I repeated.
“I was fairly young when we emigrated. By the time the circle was established in the late forties, I was old enough to participate, which I did when it met at our apartment.”
“What happened to your parents’ book?”
“I have it.”
“Maybe that’s the book he wants.”
“I don’t know what he wants. I just don’t want to be bothered. You’re sure you didn’t give my number to anyone?”
“I’m sure. Did the man say he’d call back?”
“Would you tell me if he does?”
“I’ll tell you and I’ll tell the police.”
“Fine. As long as you keep me posted.”
He hung up.
I hung up, too, irritated by his tone and manner, and walked in stockinged feet to the living room. I pulled off my ruined panty hose and sat down with the paper, but I was not to have my rest. The phone rang again and I went to answer it.
“Is this Christine Bennett?” a rather odd, tight voice, a little high-pitched but surely male, asked.
“It is. Is this Mr. Greenspan?”
“You know me already?” he asked in answer to my question.
“Sure I do. How are you today? I haven’t seen you in a while.”
“The dinner is cooking and I’m getting ready for the sunset.”
“That sounds nice.” I waited. Surely he hadn’t called to invite me to dinner or a sunset.
“You remember we talked about a man named Zilman?”
“I remember.”
“And about books?”
“I remember that, too.”
“Today I got a phone call.”
A little heartbeat skipping. “Yes?”
“About a book.”
“Tell me about it, Mr. Greenspan.”
“What’s to tell? A man calls, he says, ‘I want the book,’ I ask him what book, he says, ‘You know what book. Where is it?’ I say, ‘First you tell me what book, then I tell you where you can find it.’ ”
“And what did he say?” I prompted.
“He hung up.”
“No.”
“Sure. He wants it, I don’t have it, he hangs up. That shouldn’t happen?”
“Mr. Greenspan, if he calls back, would you tell him you’ve thought about it and you’d like to meet him and talk to him?”
“I should talk to a stranger about a book I don’t have?”
“It’s possible Nathan was murdered for that book he had.”
“You mean the book he didn’t have.”
“Yes, that’s the one I mean. If you make an appointment to meet this man, I’ll come along.”
“Should I make an appointment with this murderer in my own apartment or you think it’s better I should meet him in a street somewhere when it’s dark?”
I really loved this old man. There was nothing wrong with his mind. At this moment, I had the feeling it was functioning a little better than mine. “I don’t want you placing yourself in jeopardy,” I said, trying not to laugh. “If you make an appointment for him to come to your apartment, I’ll have the police there. How’s that?”
“That could be OK if they have the time and they remember to come.”
“They’ll come. Make it anytime except Tuesday morning.” I had to teach my class, murderer or no. “Is that all right with you?”
“With me it’s all right. We’ll have to see how the murderer likes it.”
I made him promise he’d call if he heard from the man again, and then I got off the phone. Was someone else going through the list of mourners as I was? It had to be someone who had been at the funeral. Zilman? No, Zilman knew them all, if not personally, then at least by name through his contact with Black and Granite. And I had a strong feeling that just about everyone at the funeral knew everyone else.
But Granite and Greenspan were almost certainly in Nathan’s address book. Granite and Greenspan. Maybe someone was going through the book page by page, looking for the book or looking for any of the books in Nathan’s original collection. Maybe Nathan had been murdered over the book after all.
I pulled out my list of mourners. Gallagher and Paterno were there, but I was pretty certain Nathan wouldn’t have put Paterno’s name and phone number in his book. And anyone who knew the slightest thing about names would recognize those two as not being part of the wider circle whom Nathan had helped to freedom.
I didn’t want to call the remaining names on my mourners list, which were all further along in the alphabet than G, until I had met them. But there was Strauss. There was a chance, if I got to Bettina quickly, that she might not yet have gotten a call. I dialed her number.
She sounded glad to hear from me. I told her quickly what I was after.
“No one has called,” she said. “Of course, I’m not home the whole day. Today I went to the Museum of Modern Art.”
“Bettina, if someone calls, tell him you have to ask your daughter, and ask for his phone number.”
“And you’re my daughter?”
“If you don’t mind.”
“I would love it,” she said.
“If he won’t give you his number, and he probably won’t, tell him to call you back the next day. Then we can arrange to meet him and I’ll inform the police.”
“You think this man killed Nathan?”
“I don’t know. The man I spoke to at the auction house this morning said people are still calling about the Guadalaxara Haggadah. Maybe there’s a crazy collector out there who’s tired of waiting, and willing to kill for his collection.”
“All right,” Bettina said. “I’ll do what I can. I suppose anyone who calls has my address, too.”
“Nathan’s address book was stolen from his apartment this week. I think this person may be calling everyone listed.”
“So we’re all in trouble, right?”
“Let’s hope not. Bettina, I have one more thing to ask you. It’s a question that may trouble you, but I want you to be honest.”
“You make it sound very mysterious.”
“It isn’t mysterious. It’s just a little uncomfortable. I want to know if you know or heard or thought or felt that Nathan was having a relationship with someone besides his wife in the fifties.”
“I can answer that very easily. I didn’t know, I never heard, and it never occurred to me. I think he was a faithful husband.”
“I’m just looking for a reason why Hannah committed suicide.”
“There are lots of reasons for suicide besides an unfaithful husband.”
“I know that, but I’ve heard a bunch of conflicting stories. Nina says Nathan ignored her mother to the point of abuse. Mr. Greenspan says—”
“You saw Hillel? How is he?”
“He’s fine. He says Hannah was a sick woman. Someone else says Nathan treated her well and there was nothing wrong with her.”
“Who said that?”
“H. K. Granite.”
“Ah, Henry.”
“I wonder if he was even old enough to have a valid opinion,” I said, remembering what he had just told me about being quite young before the war and joining the circle when it met at his parents’ apartment.
“He was old enough,” Bettina said.
“OK. That’s it for tonight.”
We concluded our conversation, and I started puttering around to make something to eat. I’m still not very adept in the kitchen, having left Aunt Meg’s home for St. Stephen’s when I was fifteen, an age when I might have just become interested in cooking. Also, I live pretty modestly, so things that I read about, like balsamic vinegar and sun-dried tomatoes, are beyond even my fantasies. My income comes from what remains of my dowry at St. Stephen’s, some of which was used to buy my car and maintain it, from what Aunt Meg left me when she died last spring, and from the pittance I get teaching. I’m very happy with the way I live, and my expenses are pretty low. The house is paid for, and except for the clothes I had to buy to replace my habit, I really need very little. This is all by way of explaining why I eat more tuna fish than steak.
Anyway, I found some stew in a pot in the freezer, and I put it on the stove over a small flame, hoping it would thaw and heat before I died of malnutrition. Then I called Arnold.
When he answered, I heard his music in the background and knew he was in his study. I told him what I’d learned about Paterno.
“So our friend Nathan was a horny old bastard,” he said when I’d finished.
People don’t usually talk to nuns—at least not to teaching nuns who live in a convent—that way, and no one had talked to me that way since I’d left, so I was a little taken aback. I also didn’t like to hear Nathan described so crudely. “Stop it, Arnold. It started thirty years ago when he was fifty-five. That’s not exactly old, is it?” Arnold’s about a dozen years older.
“Not from where I’m sitting. She said it right to you, that they had an affair?”
“She said, ‘We became lovers.’ Same thing, right?”
“Right on the button. How’d you do it, Chrissie? She’s the tightest-lipped woman I’ve ever met.”
I thought of my driver’s license. “Just a trick of the trade,” I said. “Arnold, do you suppose she could have killed Nathan?” I gave him a brief summary of my means-and-opportunity theory.
“But why? You just told me she knew he was dying. What’s in it for her?”
“I don’t know. I suppose I’m reaching, but when I discovered there was a relationship there, a whole part of his life connected to her that had been a secret for thirty years, I started wondering. Anyway, it’s only one possibility. I went to the auction house this morning and inquired about the book.” I told him everything, although I hadn’t meant to. Planning to meet a possible murderer in an old woman’s apartment—or an old man’s—is not exactly everyday living.
He warned me, as I knew he would, but he seemed to feel more certainly than I did that I was getting somewhere, that I knew more than the police (although anyone with brains would, he added gratuitously), and that if I kept at it, we might just find out who killed Nathan. In the meantime, he was trying to get Ramirez out on bail (“Do you have to?” I asked), and the rest of the world was hunky-dory.
As we hung up, I started to smell my stew, and I grabbed a spoon and stirred it around. The chunks of meat were still hard as ice beneath the surface, but the smell indicated promise.
While I was waiting, I called Nina Passman.
“Have you learned anything?” she asked after I’d identified myself.
“Quite a bit,” I said, not wanting to tell her about the Herskovitz-Paterno alliance. “I have a few questions if you have a minute.”
“I have just about ten.”
“When you were in grade school, did you know a girl named Paterno?”
“Oh yes,” she said immediately. “Julie or Julianne, something like that. Juliana,” she said, remembering.
“Were you friends?”
“We knew each other. We lived in the same building, you know. Sometimes we would walk home from school together. But I wouldn’t call us friends.”
“You never visited her in her apartment?”
“Not that I remember. And then she left the school.”
“When was that?”
“Around junior high. Her mother put her into a Catholic school, and I really didn’t see her again. May I ask why this is important?”
“One of the remaining tenants in the building is a Mrs. Paterno, and she mentioned that she had a daughter. I was just curious about whether you knew her. There’s something else that’s much more important,” I hurried on. “Do you know if your father’s apartment was ever robbed?”
“Mitchell said something to me once. It was quite a while ago, ten or fifteen years. I think a neighbor found someone trying to break in and called the police.”
“So they never got in.”
“I don’t think so, but you ought to ask my brother.”
I told her I would, and I got back to my stew. I had known that Mitchell was a better source of information about her father than she was, but I wanted to ask her about the Paterno girl, and I didn’t want that to be the whole subject of our conversation.
I put a fork in a chunk of stew and decided it wasn’t ready yet, so I called Atlanta. A woman answered, and I told her who I was and asked for her husband.
“He hasn’t come home from work yet,” Mrs. Herskovitz said. “Would you like him to call you?”
“I’d appreciate it,” I told her. I gave her my number again and finally sat down to dinner.
Mitchell called back about eight-thirty. I told him that the crime scene tape was gone and then let him know about the break-in. The police had not informed him.
“What on earth do they want?” he asked.
“It could have been anything. Buildings that are almost empty are very insecure, and break-ins aren’t all that unusual. A friend of mine who’s a policeman tells me they may just have been after the brass and copper plumbing for its junk value. I wanted to ask you whether anything like that had ever happened before.”
“You mean a robbery?”
“Yes.”
“There was one big one about fifteen years ago, I remember.”
“Fifteen years ago?”
“Around the time of the court case. Do you know about that?”
“Yes.”
“Well, we assumed someone in Professor Black’s family or employ came looking for Pop’s book. Frankly, I think our idea was a little farfetched. The Blacks had one child who lived in California, not exactly a second-story man. We heard through the grapevine that Mrs. Black had washed her hands of the whole thing.”
“Was Zilman the grapevine?” I asked.
“You know Zilman?” He sounded surprised.
“I met him yesterday. He gave me his side of the story.”
“No matter what happened, what good would it have done the Blacks to get the book back? My father could have gone back into court and prevented them again from selling it. All they wanted was the money.”
“Maybe there was a collector out there who just wanted to own it, just wanted it in his possession. There are people like that.”
He was silent for a moment. “I hadn’t thought of that. You think it’s possible that someone’s still after the book, that they killed my father for it?”
“I just don’t know, but it’s possible. Mitchell, how did your father explain the book to you?” I was treading on sensitive territory. Nathan’s first family had been Nathan’s secret.
“He said he gave it to someone before the war, this Professor Black, to take to America for him. When the war was over, Black refused to give it back.”
“That’s only partly true,” I said. “The book was to be payment for taking your father’s first wife and children to safety. The story I heard is that Black took the book and left the family behind.”
“My God.” It was a whisper.
“Do you think your father was capable of hounding that man Black for years until he finally died of a heart attack while he was carrying the book home?”
“There was a very dark side to my father,” Mitchell said in a low voice. “I think he could have done that. I think he could have done worse.”
“Do you know whether he ever had that book in his possession?”
“Not that I know of.”
“And he didn’t give it to you to keep?”
“Never. I don’t even know what it looks like.”
“OK. Tell me, Mitchell, can you think of anything heavy, anything that could have been used as a weapon, that was missing from the apartment when you saw it on Monday?”
“It’s just so long since I really visited that place. The living room was arranged differently. He must have moved furniture around. And those pictures. It just isn’t the place I remember.”
I decided that was about all I could hope for tonight, and I finished the conversation. Then I did what I should have done days ago; I sat down with my notebook and read over my notes.
It was right there on day number one of my investigation. I had sat in the coffee shop with Ian Gallagher and begun my questioning with him. And he had told me in so many words that Nathan had complained of annoying phone calls.
I sat back and looked at what I had written. “It was a phone call now and then. They were bothering him. [Herskovitz] called them something in another language.”
Phone calls, bothering him. Did somebody think he had a book or that he knew where it was? Maybe Bettina and I would find him.