Lawn Bumps
The horseshoe print on the lawn
that started me down
on hooves
the carriage trade
a smart two wheeler running up the drive and Andrew
there at the wheel. No one had thought the horse’s shoes
would dig so at the turf. And no one ever dreamed I
would return years later and uncover the leaves to find
those same prints, the ones the horses made when
Andrew took them up the drive in midsummer.
“You seem such a stranger,” she said,
“when you look out onto the lawn, why
don’t you turn out the light? I’m sorry I
was cross today at the shower. It was all
those wild things under my feet with a sort
of U shape and I kept stumbling over them.
I think the shower should be put somewhere
inside the house, even if we do bring the sand
indoors with us, it’s better than that funny
smell out there and something running
under your feet.”
Because so much was said about being alive
and it was talked about boats and islands and
keeping cruisers drifting the way they were
supposed to
A brick is replaced here and else. To replace
what is left of the curtains. As the windfolds
other things. Like where that is disturbed
and the stumbling towards it.
And the maritime uses of quiet exists when it was carried down the lawn a kind of free booting as opposed to free looting which was what it was supposed to be. A series of inverted “U”s where the plaster had fallen and the timbers showed like grain and there appeared an ivory circumference like ears. A totality of expression in drips and dabs also was uncovered until the margins were released and the newspaper recovered.
A complex denuding of place once occupied
by house sitting on bumps. They were photographed
and afterwards the dance to the phonograph.
He arrived with his photographs. Actually stills.
We looked them over and remarked how much had
changed.
It proved our instincts to restore were correct.
Just possibly and with luck the house. The attic might remain
on top. Where the letter had said ma chère and a different
order was imposed like wisdom settling its accounts
although an opposite effect might be gained from the wind
arriving off shore. Someone might challenge
the wisdom of saddles being laid out to dry.
Units. The measure the glass takes to the handle,
nearly full. While birds in cry … on the veranda
the sounding of hurdles. Jumps. A neighing
as of wedding. Bells near the grass. An exclamation
with wisps lying near and some broken.
Yet the prints visible under the shifts of ice
where the key had been thrown. A winter court.
Usually the most stormy of us respond
Sometimes shipping in the harbor
Where the portrait hides.
Often waiting.
Housewifery, certain tricks with knives, the bay wind
Off setting them and their’s of a kind
Wilfully as clouds whimper near bridges
Desiring to settle somewhere
Cause trouble
Bits and pieces fall apart
As generations in their disguises remove a few
We like least
What resembled those hooves
Meaning our apartness from that golden grasping
The mazes and the greenery
The permissiveness of growing
Into our variousness
Further explanations covering up the moss
Even a form of inter-marriage
Lending strength to the lawn
With its rudeness
Heavy ways a firmer tread
Brightness like calico was only piece work
Yet with remembrance the ruddiness
meant a lot to the corners.
Losing the trail was more trouble than finding the beginning
which stood there as house, but the tale of the hooves
went beyond all that, faster, with more rhythm to its slices,
loping off branches and unsmoking the parental tree there
in the wind sloughing about bringing tears to the eyes
and the need for further equipment to handle the seamy
adventures sewn into the cloth where it was whole,
evocative like scent in the upstairs drawer. Or the Keds.
Decisive,
impregnable as temples their Indian temperament
obdurate as blue, a bright grazing
where warm draughts fell sideways on
elbow and hand like writing where there is order
of one kind
Lawn bumps leading to
assurances with their partial payments—
the river in the dark,
people eating beside it under lights or lanterns,
fishing at twilight,
canoes setting northward with strangers
interned in the futuristic cabins,
“Excessive disappointments after the premiere” and
“Animal behaviour the Balkans never knew”
the hooves bestowed their print