At Albert’s Landing

(with my son)

I.

The path winds. You are around a bend

Unseen. But your voice

Crackles in the walkie-talkie

You made me bring. “Here’s a leaf,

A tree.” The detail,

Not the design, excites you.

I don’t know what to say.

After months in the city,

I’m feeling strange in the woods.

II.

Spongy ground.

Matted leaves

Beneath which lie

Dirt, bones, shells.

Late April: milky light

And warmth. Thinnest odors rise.

In the middle of one’s life

More things connect

With dying, what’s come,

What’s over.

III.

It is said

That what exists is like the sky

Through which clouds pass. I suspect

That mine is a poetry of clouds.

Above me, some wispy tuft catches sun

In an interesting way. The naked very thing.

I’m glad of this, don’t look

In the billowy mass

For the teased-out shape

Of a horse’s head or a bird’s wing.

Yet finding it now and then,

Unsummoned: some thought or image,

Recalling how each

Depends on each.

IV.

Together we follow the trail’s twists

Until the pond.

There, two white egrets

Stand against the high brown grass.

Intent watching

Is almost timeless, but some noise

One of us makes scares them off.

They rise over our heads, circle

Out of sight. Strange sadness

Grips me. The after-image

Of their shapes still burns.

V.

Here we are in some fugal world.

Tree branches make a kind of tent.

And the squirrel, when he eats,

Looks like a little man. And here

You fling your arms out

Whirling around at the frightened

Skimming ducks. The duck’s eye,

Like ours, must be its center. We

Are alone, rooted in our aloneness.

And yet, things lean and lean,

Explaining each other and not themselves.

I call you; it’s time to go.

VI.

Different as the woods are

This is no paradise to enter or to leave.

Just the real, and a wild nesting

Of hope in the real

Which does not know of hope.

Things lean and lean, and sometimes

Words find common centers in us

Resonating and filling speech.

Let me know a little of you.