0230 hours
The wind had teeth.
Icy fangs tore at his exposed flesh, yet he smiled. The skin on his bare arms bristled at the wind’s hostile caress, yet he stayed his ground, wrapped within the doorway’s cold shadows. The hood of his sleeveless sweatshirt was pulled low over his brow, concealing his hunter’s eyes beneath a second layer of darkness. The shirt’s deep blue hue merged with the shadows, enveloping him in stillness.
He had learned the value of patience over the past four years. Confined and surrounded by enemies, those jealous or fearful of his status, he had learned to hunt. When to wait and when to strike. When to kill.
Now he was free and the city was his to hunt. So now he waited. And watched.
His prey, oblivious to the danger poised across the street, huddled against the wall of the community centre, seeking what refuge he could from the bitter wind. The building’s south end and small parking lot were brushed by the yellow-orange hue cast from old and failing lights, and skeletal trees laid down sickly shadows in the flickering illumination. Beyond the community centre and its frozen playfields, a park lay encased in icy darkness.
His prey had been busy tonight despite the cold, busy selling. But now as the hour reached the heart of night, business was slowing. Only the most desperate of crackheads would be out at this time, in this cold. And a desperate crackhead was a moneyless crackhead. His prey would soon be heading home.
The hunter’s lips pulled back in a grinning snarl. The wait was almost over.
Marvin Gaye was cold. Fucking cold. Every time that bitching wind blew across the soccer field behind the community centre it cut through his jacket, shrivelling up his nuts as if he was standing balls naked. He couldn’t stop shivering and when he stomped his feet they felt like clumps of ice shoved inside his Nikes. And his fingers burned. How could they be burning when it was so fucking cold?
He reluctantly freed his hands from what little comfort there was in his pockets to check his watch. Three o’clock. Fuck this, it was time to go home. Six hours standing out here was enough. Cold or not, it had been a good night. He had started the night with pockets empty of cash but filled with an eight-ball of crack to sell. He was down to the last of his crack — so little that he had it all stuffed down his crotch instead of hidden nearby — and had hundreds of dollars, mostly tens and twenties, squirrelled away in pockets, socks and underwear.
Marvin glanced at his watch again. Definitely time to go. Even the cops had stopped cruising by and scaring off his customers. Fucking pigs. But the cold had also worked in his favour, keeping the pigs inside their warm cars and off his back. The last thing he needed was another trip to the cells on a trafficking charge.
Marvin was a small-time dealer, just a step or two above a crackhead himself. He had been on the streets of downtown Toronto since he was fourteen, selling rock since he was seventeen and using since he was nineteen. At twenty-four, he was a burned-out old man, a wasted scarecrow of the boy named after his mother’s favourite singer. If Marvin had ever known who his namesake was, the knowledge had long ago been burned away in the acrid smoke of his crack pipe.
Marvin was about to pack it in when he spotted a final sale coming his way. How did he know? With some, it was a familiar face. Others, a deep-set need in the eyes. But this one. . . .
“He must be hurting for a fix bad,” Marvin laughed to himself, watching the fool cross Queen Street, his arms startlingly bare. “Or he’s one crazy-ass mother.”
He waited impatiently, shivering inside his parka. How this fool could be out like that. . . . Marvin wrapped his hand around the knife tucked inside his coat pocket. If this fucker was crazy enough to let himself freeze to death, there was no telling what he would do.
“Hey, man, you looking?” he called out when the crackhead drew close, raising his voice to be heard over a gust of wind. The wind grabbed the crackhead’s hood and snapped it off his head, revealing a scalp shaved clean on the sides, leaving only a band of short dark hair.
The man raised his head. Marvin saw eyes as cold as the wind and realized two things simultaneously: this was no crackhead and he was in deep shit.
Marvin tried to pull out his knife and that’s when things got very bad. Very quickly. Very painfully.
The hunter waited until he saw the realization bloom in the dealer’s face, then he smashed his fist into his prey’s nose. Bone broke with a satisfying crunch. The dealer staggered back into the wall of the community centre, his left hand flying to his nose while his right swung a knife blindly in great, looping arcs.
The hunter swatted the knife away contemptuously, then drove his knee into the dealer’s groin. The dealer was lifted onto his toes from the force of the blow before crumpling to his knees. Both hands clutched at his balls, the pain from his broken and bloodied nose forgotten, overwhelmed by the sheer agony ripping through his guts.
The hunter gripped the front of the dealer’s coat and slammed him against the wall, then let the dealer slide down to an almost upright sitting position. He was crying now, openly bawling, and the hunter’s guts rolled with distaste.
Fucking weak black bastard.
He jumped at the dealer, a vicious knee strike that smacked the dealer’s skull against the bricks. This time the dealer didn’t crumple so much as deflate, a balloon released with its tail untied. His eyes fluttered, then rolled back into his head as if he was trying to inspect the inside of his head for damage.
The hunter squatted down and casually looted the dealer’s pockets. He did not rush; he had no fear of witnesses. Let them see. For soon his name would be known and feared by all the weak.
He transferred the dealer’s profits to his own pockets, then rudely shoved his hand down the front of the man’s pants. His hand groped among balls already swelling — had the dealer been conscious, the screams from his wounded testicles would have been enough to knock him out — and fished out the remaining half-dozen pieces of crack. They followed the money into his pocket. A treat for later.
The hunter wiped his hands on the guy’s coat, then reached into the belly pocket of his sweatshirt, reaching for it. Erratic snowflakes sailed on the wind, flickering past his eyes in the sallow light. Its weight felt good in his hand. Solid. He ran his thumb over its dark, fierce edge carefully; it may be his, but it didn’t care whose blood it drank.
That old fool Jeremiah had been right about one thing. Turn to the good book, he had said and you will find your guide, your talisman.
Well, he had found his talisman. How it had ended up in the prison yard was a mystery but as soon as he had seen it he knew it was meant to be his, his to use first behind bars and then on the streets he called home. Soon everyone would know those streets were his. Would know his name.
Not a full day after leaving captivity, it was time to take his first step into history.
The dealer’s head hung limply. A line of bloodied drool dripped from his busted lip, dancing erratically before the wind snatched it away. He seized the dealer’s jaw and shook his head till his eyes opened, focused. It would not do if he was unconscious for what was coming next. Not at all.
Still gripping the dealer’s jaw, the hunter straddled his chest, pinning the dealer against the bricks with his weight. He raised his talisman slowly, reverently. Wide, frightened eyes clutched at the talisman but they were impotent to stay the hunter’s hand. The talisman’s edge lay on the dealer’s forehead and the man flinched at its icy touch.
“Tell everyone who did this to you. Tell them and let them see.”
The hunter bore down with the talisman, ripping flesh, digging for the hidden bone.
For Marvin Gaye, the pain went on forever.