I Stop the Car

In a wide turnout,

try to decide where

to go from here.

My cell has buzzed

messages for over an hour.

I scroll through them while

I consider my next move.

Everyone wants to talk.

Dad: WE HAVE TO TALK. COME HOME RIGHT NOW.

At some point. But not yet.

From Syrah: WOW. THAT WAS WEIRD. I’M HERE IF YOU

WANT TO TALK.

Maybe later.

From Monica: LO SIENTO, NOVIA. YOU’RE STILL

COMING OVER, YEAH? YOU CAN TALK TO ME, OKAY?

I know. But not now.

And I can’t even consider

a boisterous Torres crowd

when all I want to do is fall

into bed and sleep this away.

From Gabe: AUNT ZELDA WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO

YOU. I KNOW YOU’RE UPSET. SO IS SHE.