Prologue
THE CIRCLE WAS ready. Though only white chalk lines on a black, chalkboard-painted floor, the circle had taken an hour to draw. Each line was perfect, from the arc of the circle to the straight lines and exact angles of the points of the pentagram. Even the runes, drawn between the lines of the star, were as impeccable as any Kana had ever drawn.
Kana studied the circle, then let out a relieved breath when he didn’t see a single flaw. The room in the special building for advanced spells was empty; no one had come to watch his initiation into adulthood, nor his moment of calling a familiar. No one was there to give him a second set of eyes to check the circle either. He wasn’t at all surprised they hadn’t come to help him. He was a male witch. While not unheard of, male witches were extremely rare.
Most men affiliated with the witches' coven couldn’t kindle any magic; his own father hadn’t been able to cast any magic, but his mother had been a full member of the Seattle coven’s circle of power. They had died five years ago when Kana was thirteen, and the coven had since undertaken his rearing. At least, they had until they realized he was gay. A man with power was expected to pass on that power to his daughters so they might become contributing members of the coven’s circle. According to the coven, that was literally Kana’s only purpose in life, and he had failed them when he had come out.
Well, whatever. His suitcase was already packed and the bus ticket purchased. No one would look for him if he simply vanished—no one would even care he had gone—but before he left, he had to complete the last rites that signified his ascendance to adulthood. Kana was determined to leave this place with everything he was due as a proper witch.
Kana stepped into the circle, careful not to smudge any lines, and settled with his legs crossed into the empty space at the very center. He placed his palms flat on the floor on either side of his thighs and called up his magic.
The lines of the circle started to glow a soft white, lighting the dark room and growing brighter and brighter until it seemed Kana was completely enclosed in a white, shining disk. Somehow, a large spot in the circle right in front of where Kana was sitting remained dark and then got blacker even as the chalk’s glow continued to grow in intensity.
In the darkness, something moved. A soft brushing sound whispered through the space as a massive paw touched the ground, and then another barely audible susurrus as whatever was approaching drew closer and closer to Kana within the black hole in the middle of Kana’s spell. Kana poured more magic into the circle until he was squinting through the light to see what was approaching in the dark.
Whatever it was, it was huge. A brief glimpse showed a furred creature at least six feet long, with a tail equal in length. White, shot through with jagged black stripes.
The creature was studying him, watching from the pit of blackness as Kana pushed more and more magic into the circle to keep the portal open. He was being judged, and suddenly the description in his schoolbooks of how this spell worked—a feeling of being scanned both inside and out as if subjected to X-ray vision—made sense. Kana was sweating and panting for breath, his fingers cramping where they were pressed to the ground, and yet he couldn’t stop funneling magic to keep the circle going.
The creature must have come to a decision because the sense of being scanned suddenly stopped. The creature turned around and Kana caught a glimpse of the massive, furred face of what might loosely be called a cat, but then a small, white with black stripes, furred ball of kitten dropped from the larger cat’s mouth onto the slate floor on Kana’s side of the circle. The gigantic cat turned away, and Kana was about to lift his hands and end the spell, when it suddenly turned back. A second ball of fluff dropped onto the slate floor, this one black with white stripes.
This time when the cat turned away, it ripped what was left of the spell circle from Kana’s hands. The magic vanished with the circle, and the room immediately went dark. Kana blinked, trying to see through the bright spots covering his vision. The two kittens moved at his feet, a rustle echoing in the otherwise empty room, and Kana carefully reached out until his fingers touched soft fur. He blinked again, trying to see, and let out a shocked breath when a soft mew answered his stroking.
A cat was the highest form of familiar, but this wasn’t a mere house cat. No, the massive creature who had delivered the kittens to Kana was a primordial, magical tiger, and the kittens were likely the same. And he had two! Multiple familiars did happen on rare occasion, and sometimes a witch even received multiple cats, but cats like these? Never.
If the coven knew… Kana’s breath caught in his throat. No, they couldn’t know. They would lock him up, force him to breed, all in the hopes of creating a female witch who might be granted the same powers as his in the calling circle. Any freedom his packed bags and bus ticket represented would vanish.
Kana needed to disappear much more thoroughly than he had originally planned. It would be easy enough to change his last name from his mother’s to his father’s, which had been abandoned when his parents married. The coven likely didn’t remember. He would have to take multiple bus trips, paying in cash and going in opposite directions, to a destination they would never expect. He could do it, but first he had to get out of the building.
His eyes had finally adjusted to the dark room, so he could see clearly, but his breath was still caught in his throat as his fingers gently brushed down the backs of first one kitten and then the other. They were his familiars. They would have to bond over the next few months as they learned about one another and about how to meld their magics so he could use the powers held inside them to augment his own. He wouldn’t get those months if he were caught here.
“I need you to hide and stay very, very quiet,” Kana said, his voice a soft whisper just on the off chance someone was actually waiting by the door. Both kittens unrolled. The white and black one had blue eyes, the black and white had green, but both looked at him with total comprehension. “The coven can’t know you exist.”
Kana carefully picked them both up, cradling them in the crook of his elbow, and walked to the door where he had left his jacket. Rather than putting the jacket on, he draped it over his arm, covering the kittens. His skin felt sticky with sweat, which luckily meant anyone who saw him would understand why he wasn’t wearing the jacket when he walked outside into the cool spring afternoon. Kana called on his magic, which responded sluggishly after using so much of it on the circle. He smoothed his fingers over the bumps of his kittens’ bodies, and where his fingers passed, the bumps disappeared until the jacket looked like it only hung over his arm.
Kana set the spell and released the magic, then studied his arm to make sure he hadn’t missed a single spot.
“Don’t move,” he hissed in reminder and then reached out with his free hand to pull open the door.
The sunlight outside had him blinking again, but he strode forward onto the gravel path connecting all the central buildings in the coven village. His house was on the outskirts, a one-room bungalow granted him by the village council, who granted housing to all witches, usually the women, but he had grudgingly been given this one small boon. He couldn’t wait to leave the key on the kitchen counter for them to find the next time someone decided to be nosy and go into his place to look through his stuff.
“Wasn’t today your coming of age?” his neighbor, an elderly woman named Jane, who he suspected was the one chiefly responsible for those searches, called from her front porch.
“The spell circle collapsed,” Kana responded, trying to sound despondent.
Jane tsked and shook her head. “Such a shame, but you are male. I hope you weren’t too disappointed, child.”
Kana let out a heavy sigh, trying not to overplay his act. “I’m hoping to petition the circle council to let me try again.”
“Perhaps they might,” she said, her voice noncommittal. “Well, have a good evening.” Jane walked into her house and shut the door.
Kana hurried into his own house, and once he was out of sight of any of the windows, he pulled the jacket off his arm.
Home? one of the kittens asked. His voice sounded inside Kana’s head. Kana didn’t know them well enough to differentiate their voices just yet, but he would. He would have to work at it, but at least in this case the darker cat with the green eyes was looking at him, so Kana assumed it was that kitten.
“This is where I live now, but if I stay here bad things will happen to us. We need to run away and find a new home.”
We will run fast, a second, marginally higher voice said. What do we need to do?
Kana let the kittens drop to the floor as he went over to his closet. His suitcase was right where he left it, and a backpack from his school days sat nearby. If he took out the top layer of the backpack and stuffed those few things into the outer pocket of his suitcase, the kittens should fit.
First, though, he had to wait to be certain he wasn’t being watched.
Kana walked across the room and into his kitchen, where he started putting dishes away. He was going to leave the house spotless, as if he had never actually lived here, and cleaning was also a good way to kill time. The kitchen had a view out the front windows, which allowed him to surreptitiously watch the comings and goings of his neighbors.
At first, all Kana could see was his own reflection in the glass. His features were a fairly even mix of both his parents, although he was basing that judgement on his memories as he didn’t have any photographs of them. Still, his hair was the same light-brown shade that brightened under the summer sun to a honey gold as his mother. His eyes were hazel like his father’s, and they changed color based on what he was wearing or even on how blue the sky might be on a given day. His button nose was his mother’s, fuller bottom lip his father’s, and he was middling tall at five foot eight like his father.
Would they be proud of him? Kana wondered. What would they think of their son, who had fought to learn magic against all the odds stacked against him and had somehow managed to earn two wonderful cat familiars? Kana hoped the answer was yes, but in the five years since their death he had hoped many things about them. He no longer knew what might be true when it came to his parents, but he liked to think they would still support him in what he was about to do.
Reminded of his task, Kana shifted so he stopped seeing his reflection and could instead look outside. The flowers of early spring were turning brown and falling to the ground as the first buds of green leaves slowly began to overtake them. The sight was beautiful even in the fading light of the afternoon sun, but Kana wasn’t looking at the beauty. He was watching his neighbors, waiting for the moment he knew he wouldn’t be seen to make his escape.
He didn’t have to watch long before Jane bustled out of her house, wrapped in a thick jacket and scarf despite the fact spring had already thrown off the claws of winter. She was no doubt off to tell whoever she reported his activities to about his plan to request a second attempt at the circle.
Kana waited, putting the last of the dishes into their cabinets, until he was certain she was gone. He turned off all the lights, dug the key out of his pocket and placed it on the kitchen counter, and then went over to his suitcase.
“If you climb in here,” he said to his kittens while holding open the top of his backpack, “I can carry you without needing to conceal you with magic.”
The kittens hopped inside and curled up around each other. Kana zipped the bag almost closed, leaving just enough space for an air hole, and carefully slid it onto his back. He picked up the suitcase and went to his back door.
Magic came at his call, thankfully less sluggish after a bit of time to recover, and he cast it out behind the house. The magic swept into the woods surrounding the village but didn’t impact a concealment or alarm spell. Nothing in the woods was currently watching him, though that might not be true in a few hours. It was now or never.
Kana opened the door, walked outside, closed the door firmly behind him, used a touch of magic to turn the lock, and then strode off directly into the woods toward what he hoped would be a better, new life.