Fucking

They are alone in their cabin for the first time. On the gravel, every step makes a harsh crush, strange indoors, so there’s that self-consciousness added to the rest. She is crouched down over her briefcase, and he feels huge and conspicuous standing behind her. He feels discarded.

His erection tortures him. It’s a gross assumption he can’t disown. Yet if she didn’t want it, what are they doing here?

She rises and he takes her in his arms and because he has so exhaustively imagined taking her in his arms and the polite stages leading to the mind-bending blissfest itself –

the real thing jars. She was going to resist and be cajoled, but doesn’t – laughs, kisses him fervently, matter-of-factly strips and lies down. Her breasts have tiny pale nipples unlike any nipples he’s seen before. The way she’s twisted to watch him, her stomach’s wrinkled up, and he realizes for the first time that, as you age, even your stomach goes to hell. How old is she? If she’s like ten years older, does that make this sick?

It’s so all wrong. He’s very frightened.

The sheets have a coarse weave. They feel greasy, and his eye keeps being drawn to the small screen window, whose mesh has gaps warped in it, as if burly local insects force their way through at night. From a lying position, he wrestles off his shorts, and as she turns to embrace him, he realizes she’s brought him here to kill him. The thing with Dad’s photo – luring him to this backwater – unfinished CIA shit – roped in by the oldest trick in the book. Her eagerness makes sense now: somewhere in her dumped clothes she has a blade secreted. What’s worse is that she’s going to slash his throat at the moment of orgasm.

His prick’s hard as a rock: can’t back out now. Rolling on top of her, he shuts his eyes and surrenders himself to death.

More fucking

That was fantastic. They do it two more times. The sun’s going down and he nuzzles her tit and nuzzles her tit: his heart’s sailing. She too languishes and sighs the same delighted noise that’s like she read his mind. Like, how totally great is this?

He will have another hard-on soon.