Back in the apartment,
empty-handed, jacket wet.
For a minute, excited to tell the old Dad,
I did it, it’s done.
I’m greeted by quiet:
see them together
again.
This time
out in the open,
sleeping
on the living room couch.
James’s arm tucked around Dad’s back
cuddling,
their heads nestled together
like two clouds intersected.
I swallow a cry and like the
snow
I
fall and melt
away.