COMA

In Astronomy,

a coma is the glowing gas cloud

around

the comet’s nucleus.

At home,

a coma is something Dad has

fallen into.

Holding his cold hand

watching his

heavy shell of a body

drag breaths

wondering

what’s still

inside of him

what has already

floated up

and out.

I want to scream

I’m sorry.

Sorry for wasting

so much time.

Not being with him.

Sorry for not

being more forgiving.

Not ready

to say goodbye.

Not knowing how

this kind of pain

ever

floats away.