SPINNING CLOUD OF LIGHT

White sheets contain his coma.

I hold his legs, cry into them

until there’s nothing left of me,

let out all that I’ve been keeping in.

Match his dragging breaths.

In a spinning cloud of light

I promise him:

I will create something

of meaning.

I will add to the story.

I will ask for help when I need it.

I will not stay silent.

I say goodbye.