If You Are a Spy

it’s possible to keep a secret

sneak a piece of candy every minute

of the day for example keep a bag of M&M’s

hidden nearby or really listen

to music like a cryptographer

sucking blood from a mysterious word

my daughter’s word for music

is munitz if that’s the way to spell it

she keeps saying it until I turn it on

“My Bonnie Lies over the Ocean” is another song

that eludes me I’m not used to the feel

of saltwater sloshing in my ears

it’s true that when my father spied for the CIA

his cover name sounded fake

it was Victor T. Redvane I just failed to keep

that secret there’s no need

to pretend a counterrevolution really came

and my body still lies over the Bay

of Pigs it’s hard to know if a threat is real

inside the shell of my daughter’s ear

a tick recently bit the soft skin

I tweezed the tick and put it in

a jar as evidence just in case

we were watched from outer space