The author wishes to thank Guy Sprung, Hyman Weisbord, Marvin Gasoi, Marilyn Mill, Earl Fowler, Richard Pinet, Peter Jarosz, Reisa Manus, Dominique Normand, Fred Reed, Janet Wilson, Valentina Corsetti and Heidy Kowalenko for their unwavering support during days of high water; Earl and Marilyn and Fred for their contributions and insight into the first drafts; Nancy Lee for the golden voice, strong shoulders and big heart, who proved true love is not a fantasy and, lastly, Virginia, for her invaluable research into narcissism, abuse and control which made this work of fiction possible.