A Ballad of Remembrance

Quadroon mermaids, Afro angels, black saints

balanced upon the switchblades of that air

and sang. Tight streets unfolding to the eye

like fans of corrosion and elegiac lace

crackled with their singing: Shadow of time. Shadow of blood.

Shadow, echoed the Zulu king, dangling

from a cluster of balloons. Blood,

whined the gun-metal priestess, floating

over the courtyard where dead men diced.

What will you have? she inquired, the sallow vendeuse

of prepared tarnishes and jokes of nacre and ormolu,

what but those gleamings, oldrose graces,

manners like scented gloves? Contrived ghosts

rapped to metronome clack of lavalieres.

Contrived illuminations riding a threat

of river, masked Negroes wearing chameleon

satins gaudy now as a fortuneteller’s

dream of disaster, lighted the crazy flopping

dance of love and hate among joys, rejections.

Accommodate, muttered the Zulu king,

toad on a throne of glaucous poison jewels.

Love, chimed the saints and the angels and the mermaids.

Hate, shrieked the gun-metal priestess

from her spiked bellcollar curved like a fleur-de-lis:

As well have a talon as a finger, a muzzle as a mouth,

as well have a hollow as a heart. And she pinwheeled

away in coruscations of laughter, scattering

those others before her like foil stars.

But the dance continued—now among metaphorical

doors, coffee cups floating poised

hysterias, decors of illusion; now among

mazurka dolls offering death’s-heads

of cocaine roses and real violets.

Then you arrived, meditative, ironic,

richly human; and your presence was shore where I rested

released from the hoodoo of that dance, where I spoke

with my true voice again.

And therefore this is not only a ballad of remembrance

for the down-South arcane city with death

in its jaws like gold teeth and archaic cusswords;

not only a token for the troubled generous friends

held in the fists of that schizoid city like flowers,

but also, Mark Van Doren,

a poem of remembrance, a gift, a souvenir for you.