Words in the Mourning Time

I

For King, for Robert Kennedy,

destroyed by those they could not save,

for King for Kennedy I mourn.

And for America, self-destructive, self-betrayed.

I grieve. Yet know the vanity

of grief—through power of

The Blessed Exile’s

transilluminating word

aware of how these deaths, how all

the agonies of our deathbed childbed age

are process, major means whereby,

oh dreadfully, our humanness must be achieved.

II

Killing people to save, to free them?

With napalm lighting routes to the future?

III

He comes to my table in his hungry wounds

and his hunger. The flamed-out eyes,

their sockets dripping. The nightmare mouth.

He snatches food from my plate, raw

fingers bleeding, seizes my glass

and drinks, leaving flesh-fragments on its rim.

IV

Vietnam    bloodclotted name in my consciousness

recurring and recurring

like the obsessive thought many midnights

now of my own dying

Vietnam    and I think of the villages

mistakenly burning    the schoolrooms devouring

their children    and I think of those who

were my students

brutalized    killing

wasted by horror

in ultimate loneliness

dying

Vietnam Vietnam

V

Oh, what a world we make,

oppressor and oppressed.

Our world—

this violent ghetto, slum

of the spirit raging against itself.

We hate kill destroy

in the name of human good

our killing and our hate destroy.

VI

Lord Riot

naked

in flaming clothes

cannibal ruler

of anger’s

    carousals

sing hey nonny no

terror

his tribute

shriek of bloody glass

his praise

sing wrathful sing vengeful

sing hey nonny no

gigantic

    and laughing

    sniper on tower

I hate

I destroy

    I am I am

    sing he nonny no

    sing burn baby burn

VII

voice in the wilderness

Know that love has chosen you

to live his crucial purposes.

Know that love has chosen you.

And will not pamper you nor spare;

demands obedience to all

the rigorous laws of risk,

does not pamper, will not spare.

Oh, master now love’s instruments—

complex and not for the fearful,

simple and not for the foolish.

Master now love’s instruments.

I who love you tell you this,

even as the pitiful killer waits for me,

I who love you tell you this.

VIII

Light and the

distortions

    of light as

the flame-night

dawns

Zenith-time and the anger

unto death and the

    fire-focused

    image

of a man

invisible man

    and black boy and native

son and the

man who

    lives underground whose

name nobody

knows

harrowing havocking

running through

    holocaust

seeking the

soul-country of his

meaning

IX

As the gook woman howls

for her boy in the smouldering,

as the expendable Clean-Cut Boys

From Decent American Homes

are slashing off enemy ears for keepsakes;

as the victories are tallied up

with flag-draped coffins, plastic bodybags,

what can I say

but this, this:

We must not be frightened nor cajoled

into accepting evil as deliverance from evil.

We must go on struggling to be human,

though monsters of abstraction

police and threaten us.

Reclaim now, now renew the vision of

a human world where godliness

is possible and man

is neither gook nigger honkey wop nor kike

but man

permitted to be man.

X

and all the atoms cry aloud

I bear Him witness now

Who by the light of suns beyond the suns beyond

the sun with shrill pen

revealed renewal of

the covenant of timelessness with time, proclaimed

advent of splendor joy

alone can comprehend

and the imperious evils of an age could not

withstand and stars

and stones and seas

acclaimed—His life its crystal image and

magnetic field.

I bear Him witness now—

mystery Whose major clues are the heart of man,

the mystery of God:

Bahá’u’lláh:

Logos, poet, cosmic hero, surgeon, architect

of our hope of peace,

Wronged, Exiled One,

chosen to endure what agonies of knowledge, what

auroral dark

bestowals of truth

vision power anguish for our future’s sake.

“I was but a man

“like others, asleep upon

My couch, when, lo, the breezes of the All-Glorious

were wafted over Me. . . .”

Called, as in dead of night

a dreamer is roused to help the helpless flee

a burning house.

I bear Him witness now:

toward Him our history in its disastrous quest

for meaning is impelled.