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Where can I sit on this trifle of dirt

That revolves without aim in the blackness

Of space? If I ask, will the asking,

Unanswered, come round on itself—

Even in emptiness make a thing whole?

My companions are gone—Newton and Darwin,

Lao-Tzu, Omar Khayyam.

My mother and uncle, my lost wife and children,

Abbas and his daughters and sons—

Whom can I love who will not pass to nothing,

When all pass to nothing, along with this song?

Is there nothing and nothing,

A drivel from dry sea beds

As time slides to an end?

It cannot be so.

I must reach out to what I’m unable to grasp,

Reach out to what I want to believe,

And my mutterings slip from my lips,

Faintly, and faintly dissolve in the air,

And my small room is soundless again.