It is quite possible that emily bedlam was simply a very good
woman, but to her son, Tom, she appeared insane.
She was the embodiment of Christian virtue. “God Bless!” she would say to the surliest stranger with a giddy and well-meaning smile. When she received a fearsome oath in reply, Mrs. Bedlam held no grudge. She tried again the next day. And the next.
She never spoke in scorn, nor did she gossip or disparage her neighbors. She provided for her only son through her employment at Todder-man & Sons Porcelain & Statuary, and remained faithful to her husband though he had deserted her many years before.
Never had the boy met a woman as selfless and self-effacing. She had been robbed, sworn at, and gossiped about, but she always turned the other cheek. Since Tom had never seen an angel, he was tempted to assign his mother's virtues to a category of folk he had seen on the rough city streets—the simple, the touched, the witless.
In Vauxhall, southwest of the City of London, Tom accompanied his mother to the factory every morning. Through the wrought-iron gates and across a windswept courtyard, they would pass Mr. Todderman greeting his employees from a parapet on the second floor of his domain. Behind him, two smokestacks from the factory released a black smear across the London skyline, while next to him, the cripple, Brandy Oxmire, clutched a slate for the purpose of marking down absences and latecomers.
“Morning, Mrs. Bedlam!” her employer shouted.
“God Bless, Mr. Todderman!” came the gay reply, “and thank you for Mrs. Todderman's shoes!” Then she'd pause to display the gaudy red-leather shoes on her feet.
Todderman acknowledged them with a weary growl. “It was a pleasure, Mrs. Bedlam.” She'd been thanking him for his wife's castoffs for weeks, even though he'd subtracted a small fee from her wages in compensation for them.
“You need not thank him,” Tom had whispered many times.
“Nonsense, Tom,” replied his mother. “D'you know what these shoes are worth? If nobody acknowledged a good turn, just imagine what an unkind city London would be.”
Tom needed no imagination. He'd seen their tenement landlord turn out folk on the second of the month for missing the rent; there was always a supply of desperate faces at Mr. Todderman's gates looking for work; and of course, there was the daily unkindness of the street—the strangers who mocked his mother's patrician manners because she wore secondhand clothing, the neighbors who joked about her married name, and the factory biddies who told his mother to bless herself, for she needed more blessing than they did.
Was she stupid? No, for there was a solid Christian philosophy behind her disposition. Three dog-eared Bibles on her bookshelf confirmed it: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you; and Whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.
But as Tom accompanied his mother through the glazing rooms and the clay shops of Todderman's factory, he couldn't prevent her cheery greetings to her co-workers. “Morning, Esther! Hello, Mary! God Bless, Bonnie!… Oh, Mrs. Mudd, you look very nice today!”
The replies were rare. As for Mrs. Mudd, her pudding face—round, mottled, and grimy at the edges—didn't acknowledge the compliment; she grunted and spat, striking the heel of one of Mrs. Todderman's precious shoes with a milky clod of phlegm. Mrs. Mudd knew her workmate was more valued and chose to believe that it was not Mrs. Bedlam's skill with clay but her genteel accent that earned her a shilling more a week.
“You're disgusting!” Tom cried in his mother's defense, but Mrs. Mudd shook off the nine-year-old's protest with a sneer.
“God Bless, Mrs. Mudd,” said his mother faintly as she wiped her heel and took a seat at her bench.
“It doesn't help that you forgive her so easily,” the boy whispered.
“It was a mistake, my love,” his mother replied. “What sort of world would it be if we took offense at every mistake?”
Would Mrs. Bedlam's blithe philosophy change the world for the better? Tom looked doubtfully at Mrs. Mudd. She was a notorious slut who tried to shock his mother with her spitting and raunchy language. He never forgave a remark he had heard from her lips: “What a pathetic 'un with that barmy smile, every bloody morning, and a son who's never seen his father!”
Mr. Todderman made a considerable profit from reproducing the delicate figurines that were popular in Paris and Dresden, and Emily Bedlam had a remarkable talent for imitation; she could fashion anything from the fine white porcelain clay—miniature duchesses, dukes, swans, amorous goatherds and coy shepherdesses. Each delicate figure subtly echoed Emily Bedlam's own naïve features.
Ten hours a day, his mother labored here. Above, a skylight admitted the occasional ray of sun, reflecting a million tiny white particles. It was always snowing in the porcelain factory; everybody had a cough; and the mucus was always milky white.
When Tom was ten, he was employed to run errands between the various departments. Mr. Todderman needed a few boys of Tom's size, small enough to retrieve pieces at the back of the kiln and navigate the warehouse without damaging the stock. Tom did many odd jobs, taking messages to the glazing shops, the furnaces, the accounting department, and fetching pieces from the cramped underbasement, where racks and racks of identical dukes, duchesses, and shepherdesses (not to mention the busts of Her Majesty, Queen Victoria) were stored for shipment.
On the factory rooftop, where silt rained down from the two billowing smokestacks like black hail, Tom took refuge from Mr. Todderman's heavy-lidded scrutiny. On this roof he surveyed the grimy streets of Vauxhall, the muddy brown ribbon of the Thames, and the grander vista of the City of London that lay beyond Westminster Bridge.
“Looking for your papa?” Brandy the cripple grinned. He had followed Tom up there this morning.
“Well, I won't find yours, will I?” Tom replied.
Brandy was an orphan. His right foot had been mangled in an explosion in the kilns when he was fourteen. Dubbing him Brandy for the scar tissue over most of his face, Todderman used him as his eyes and ears about the factory. The cripple's distorted face on the parapet every morning also assured the other workers that their employer had some tender, fatherly spirit in him.
“Todderman'll gimme this here factory when he dies, I reckon,” said Brandy, pausing to stoke a little white clay pipe.
“He has a nephew. You'll get nothing,” Tom replied.
“I have a living,” Brandy declared, squinting as the wind changed direction and black smoke wafted down from the stacks, showering particles across his distorted features. “What did your father ever give you? Only a name I reckon!”
Prompted by such challenges to learn more about his father, Tom might as well have asked the miniature dukes and shepherdesses for an answer. His questions to his mother rarely elicited more than an assurance that she was legally married to Mr. William Bedlam, that he was away on business and would return someday hence. Then Tom was reminded not to listen to the gossips. “Do you think I'd take a name like Mrs. Bedlam for no reason, Tom? I married for love, and gave up much for it,” she would say, though she would never explain the nature of her sacrifices.
And what kind of a man had married a righteous woman like his mother? Was Mr. Bedlam righteous too? Or did he stray from the flock? None of Tom's many questions were answered to his satisfaction. The reply was always the same: “I wouldn't be telling stories about your father, Tom,” she said. “He toils under God's blessing, same as the rest of us. And if you can't speak pleasantly about a person, it's best to say nothing at all.”
Because his mother considered tact one of the prime virtues and would reveal nothing more about her past or his father's present circumstances, Tom sincerely hoped that William Bedlam would make his appearance soon and speak for himself.