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So what will it be?

the nutritionist asks, cutting right to the chase. It is Saturday morning. We are both in her office, I on the edge of the plump red chair.

She looks less than thrilled to be in my company. I understand; it is her day off. I try to set aside the antipathy I have been cultivating for her for weeks.

I will be civil.

An Italian restaurant,

I say and, as an afterthought,

Please.

And what will you order there?

she asks.

A pizza margherita,

says the girl I once was, before I have time to stop her.

Two full slices, at least,

comes her verdict,

and the house salad with dressing as well.

Her eyes are on the clock. I keep mine on the prize. This painful meeting is adjourned.