To Bedtime Stories

‘How we envy the infant McGoughs tucked up in bed.

Night after night of magical word-juggling at the hands of a consummate craftsman.

How lucky they were, how grateful they must feel.’

The Signal Award

Sadly, you weren’t around when I was a child.

In wartime, with blackouts and nightly bombings,

the printed word was rationed, and there was little time

for ill-fitting glass slippers and transvestite wolves.

Sadly, my own books weren’t around either.

How proud Mother would have felt reading

my stories to me, as I joined in the exciting bits

and quickly learned the poems off by heart.

Because I write for children and often perform

with apparent enthusiasm in front of young audiences,

people assume I enjoyed reading to my own kids,

the bedroom aglow with lilting reassurance.

Alas, bedtime stories, I let you down. Grimm’s the word.

I yawned my way through the classics. Boring swiftly

of fables and fairy tales I would leave out great chunks.

‘Once upon a time they lived happily ever after. The end.’

I blame the war and the clash of opening times and bedtimes.

One eye on the smiling Thomas the Tank Engine clock,

‘Gosh, is that the quality time? Goodnight, sleep tight.’

Kiss, kiss, and Daddy is down the stairs and off to the pub.

So inept was I, so famously bad, that when the kids

were still making a noise long after lights out

my wife would shout upstairs, ‘Now go to sleep

or your father will come up and read some of his poems.’

We could hear the groaning as they burrowed

beneath the duvets. ‘Oh no, not another night

of magical word-juggling at the hands

of a consummate craftsman.’ Then silence.