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Skin Deep

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Pardon the black water

in the sink, restless &

tyrannical in its wading.

The plate’s shellacked

face folds into my own,

reflects another face I

have inherited these past

few years. The faucet

runs endlessly, so fluid

with brisk pace, it seems

to almost be entering the

mouth of which it exits.

I look into the water, now

blackened from a series

of elements like foam &

foreign liquid making its

home in this metal bowl,

factory of carved ceramics

& glass forms. I heard the

spoon bends when we can

deny its existence but of

course you can’t deny this:

Race, so permanent upon

ourselves, it becomes our

own tombstone with names.

I once tried to drown my

skin & be human without it.

Jump in, said the knife &

I did, through the soap, slick

debris of white foam, glazing

this fine black creek. I dived

skin first, then the body,

wading, wading, waiting

for something to clean me.

from The Adroit Journal