ALEXANDRA LYTTON REGALADO


La Mano

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For the more than 60,000 children from Central

America who cross the border unaccompanied.

With lines from Maya Angelou and Richard Wilbur.

Arcing above our apartment building,

above the rousing city and green skirts

of the San Salvador volcano, a flock

of wild parakeets comes to roost

outside our window; my nine-month son

rests his head on my chest and all I want

is to draw the curtains, but he’s coughed

all night and now his breathing

is slow, near sleep, though his eyes snap open

with each squawk. I imagine the parakeets

preening their emerald feathers, joyful in their ceremony

of clacks and trills. They are not musing

the capriciousness of nature as I am; they don’t know

five-thirty a.m., only that the sun has tinged

the mountainsides gold and that this alcove echoes

their welcome beautifully. The wild parakeets tap

at the windowpane and my son stirs,

raises his sleep-etched face to mine.

Together we slip past the curtain and discover

seven green parakeets, perhaps a little smaller,

their feathers scruffier than I had envisioned.

Two squabble over a prime niche and the stronger

one comes towards the glass, wings unfurled,

fat tongue thrusting from his open beak. I want

to unlatch the window and sprinkle seed, lure them

to perch on our shoulders and arms, anything

to make them stay longer. Instead, my son, rooted in

the things unknown but longed for still—

greets them with the slap of an open palm to the windowpane,

and in a clapping of wings

they leap from the narrow corridor at once, a raucous fleeing,

with headlong and unanimous consent,

a disappearing stain, a distant murmuration

swallowed from sight.

from Green Mountains Review