Plague and sores beyond relief
Have pierced me, skin and bone.
I must set up house with grief,
And travel hence alone.
Death has forced me to content
And with a darkness buys me day;
Poverty has paid my rent,
And counts tomorrow for today.
Pity, with those two red eyes,
And sorrow, looking back on me,
Do these errands I devise
To friends whom I shall never see.
One who taught me how to write,
Gerard of Pontlouvain,
Pity, waft what I indite,
And weep, if it be plain.
What he taught me, now I find
Serviceable to my pain,
So beyond my scabby rind
I touch his friendship yet again.
Now there’s nothing sweet or sound
Left about me, but my heart,
Sorrow, as you go your round,
Give him that, and so depart.
Those who catered to my woes
When I was going rotten,
Sorrow, thank, but also those
By whom they were forgotten.
They relieved my body once,
And gave it pleasure in their hour,
And the body I renounce,
But I would not be rude or sour.
Go and tell old Simon Hall,
Now that I peel from head to feet,
With his good men by the wall
I can no longer sit at meat.
Pity, you may say goodbye
To two more I shall miss,
Hugo and Bertyl, and thereby
Look pale, and tell them this:
They may sail for Palestine,
As I had done, and made up three.
With their cross they can carry mine;
The pagans have a truce, for me.
God has quit me of my vow,
I owe no ransom for release.
Say that I go with them now,
Although I die at home in peace.