SONNET 5 ALTERNATE VI, WRITTEN LATER [ED.]: VI: DEATH AND HOMEWARD

When I no longer in my flesh do dwell

When every other hunger gnaws no more

Then I shall ask whatever Time will tell,

And know at last what the charade was for.

Yet not to overreach, if there’s a why

To love, red roses, chocolate, or the moon,

Beyond themselves, I’ll gladly pass it by:

I’ll not run out of other questions soon.

I want to know why life should so disguise

Its purposes, and fear a friendly touch;

And why we grow just old, and never wise,

And why this meat and bone should mean so much.

All this there will at last be time to learn,

When I am done with death, and homeward turn.