21

Shiva

Sitting on a blue velvet chair

back to the wall

the last of the three old Lehman brothers

waits

greets

thanks

the door closes

then reopens: another comes in.

When little Robert

asked him

about his long beard

he told him

this is what they once did

over there in a place called Rimpar

and this is what they also did for Uncle Henry, in Alabama.

Robert then

drew

on a sheet of paper

lots of people with beards down to their feet

—even women—

—even the dog—

and showing it to everyone he said:

“This is Rimpar, in Alabama.”

Robert likes drawing.

And if they ask him

what he’ll do when he grows up

he replies:

“Painter!”

At which his mother, Carrie,

promptly smiles

well knowing

that in her husband’s diary

this wasn’t exactly the plan

and corrects him:

“Bobbie! You mean to say banker painter.”

For the moment

however

Bobbie Lehman has no interest

in his professional future:

he looks around him

at his father and all the others

who have been doing strange rites

for three days.

For the Lehman family

has decided it will follow all the rules:

Shiva and sheloshim

as they did over there in Europe,

all the rules

as if we were Bavarian Jews.

Not to go out for a week.

Not to prepare food:

to ask neighbors for it, receive it and no more.

They’ve torn a garment, as prescribed

they ripped it to pieces as soon as they came back

from the burial

at the old cemetery.

And they’ve also recited the Qaddish

every day

morning and evening

the whole family

children in the front row

ever since mourning began.

Now

in a whisper

with tired eyes

sitting on a blue velvet chair

back to the wall

the last of the three Lehman brothers

waits

greets

thanks

the door closes

then reopens: another.

They have closed the body in a dark coffin

with no handles

with no decoration

with nothing

just like Henry’s

half a century ago.

The offices at 119 Liberty Street

with their windows as high as the chandeliers

stay shut today.

Today like yesterday and the day before.

The Lehman Brothers offices

at 119 Liberty Street

have been there nearly fifty years

and have never stayed shut for so long:

Even on Wall Street

at the Stock Exchange

the flags are down, at half-mast.

“Funny”—old Lehman thinks—

for

he and his brother

hadn’t set foot in there for a long time;

now that all they talk about in there

is shares and bonds and stock markets.

Sitting on a blue velvet chair

back to the wall

the last of the three old Lehman brothers

now

waits

greets

thanks

the door closes

then reopens: another.

The crowds

—all the Jews in Manhattan—

have been queuing now for hours

at the front door of the house:

they saw the news in the New York Times

which put it on page one.

“Funny”—old Lehman thinks

for

he and his brother

didn’t read a single page of the newspaper

since all they write about now

is shares and bonds and stock markets.

Crowds silent.

They go in two at a time

into the large house on 54th Street,

where the blinds today are left down:

the street

will not be brightened

by the light of the enormous chandeliers

that run

—to Carrie Lehman’s delight—

not on gas but electrical current.

Crowds silent.

They go in two at a time.

There’s also Solomon Paprinski

the tightrope walker of Wall Street

who in twenty years

has never fallen

from his wire.

All as the Law prescribes

all as it was in Rimpar, among those Bavarians,

even if

now

there is only one

who actually remembers how it was.