HAVE SOUL AND DIE

           For Mary Wells

Stiff wigs, in cool but impossible shades

of strawberry and sienna, all whipped

into silky flips her own flat naps could

never manage—the night hair different

from the day hair, the going out hair,

the staying-in hair, Friday’s hair higher

and way redder than Monday’s—all these

wigs, 100% syn-the-tic, thank you, lined

up on snowy Styrofoam heads and paid

for with her own money, what could be

slicker than that? No lovesick player

flopped his wallet open for those crowns.

So she wasn’t Diana. Who wanted to be

all skeleton and whisper, hips like oil?

Didn’t need no hussies slinking in the

backdrop giving more throat, boosting

her rhythm. So what if her first album

cover drew her pimpled, bloat-cheeked,

Sunday hair skewed? She roared gospel

in those naked songs, took Berry’s little

ballads and made men squirm on their

barstools. They spun her in the dark.

Wasn’t she the alley grunt, the lyric played low?

Didn’t people she never met run up to try

and own her tired shoulders, shouting Mary!

like they were calling on the mama of Jesus?

And everywhere she dared to step,

Detroit devilment bubbling beneath sequins

that can’t help but pop under the pressure

black butts provide, every time she dropped

’round to paint the town brown, neon lights

slammed on, cameras clicked like air kisses,

and pretty soon somebody said Girl you know

you just gotta sing us something and even though

she didn’t have to do a damned thing but be

black, have soul, and die, she’d puck those lips

just so, like she didn’t know how damn electric

it all was, and every word landed torn and soft,

like a slap from somebody who loves you.