ASKING FOR A HEART ATTACK

           For Aretha Franklin

Aretha. Deep butter dipped, scorched pot liquor,

swift lick off the sugar cane. Vaselined knees

clack gospel, hinder the waddling South. ’Retha.

Greased, she glows in limelit circle, defending

her presence with a sanctified moan, ass rumbling

toward curfew’s backstreets where jukes still gulp silver.

Goddess of Hoppin’ John and bumped buttermilk,

girl know Jesus by His first name. She the one

sang His drooping down from ragged wooden T,

dressed Him in blood-red shine, conked that holy head,

rustled up excuses for bus fare and took

the Deity downtown. They found a neon

backslap, coaxed the DJ and slid electric

till the lights slammed on. Don’t know where you goin’,

who you going with, but you sho can’t stay here.

Aretha taught the Good Son slow, dirty

words for His daddy’s handiwork, laughed as he

first sniffed whiskey’s surface, hissed him away when

he sought to touch His hand to the blue in her.

She was young then, spindly and thin ribs paining,

her heartbox thrumming in a suspicious key.

So Jesus blessed her, opened her throat and taught

her to wail that way she do, Lawd she do wail

that way don’t she do that wail the way she do

wail that way, don’t she? That girl can wail that way.

Now when Aretha’s fleeing screech jump from juke

and reach been-done-wrong bone, all the Lord can do

is stand at a wary distance and applaud.

Oh yeah, and maybe shield His heart a little.

So you question her several shoulders,

the soft stairs of flesh leading to her chins,

the steel bones of an impossible dress

gnawing raw into bubbling obliques?

Ain’t your mama never schooled you in how

black women collect the world, build other

bodies onto our own? No earthly man

knows the solution to our hips, asses

urgent as sirens, our titties bursting

with traveled roads. Ask Aretha just what

Jesus whispered to her that night about

the gospel hidden in lard and sugar.

She’ll tell you why black girls grow fat

away from the world, and toward each other.