scotland

st. kilda

I.

Sometimes things are firmly settled;

Sometimes a slow decline of population

Becomes a demographic rout,

And none are left, as when in dark times

Some remote village falls to an invader

And suddenly everyone is no more;

The houses are forlorn and empty,

The animals stand in their fields

Confused at the end of human order,

The crops are ungathered,

The fruit falls unappreciated from the trees,

Weeds claim the beds and barrows.

The things we do, or do not do

In one place are felt not only there

But elsewhere; what happens

At one time happens at other times too;

No one thing is beyond the influence of other things:

Small islands share the sea with large islands,

Share the clouds that sweep their mutual sky,

Share the rain and wind, unpredicted gales,

Share the songs and the things

That brought forth the songs.

Here the boats arrived, on time,

To take those things away.

II.

Here, on this lonely rock, gannets

Countless in their multitude

Lay claim to a home, the circling seas

A reminder of the smallness

Of the land and of our lives.

The slopes are almost white with birds,

Nesting, arguing, caught in flight,

Swooping down ravines that end

In a churning sea.

These cliffs are on the edge of a great emptiness

Of water and sky, but the rocks themselves

Are all claimed by a noisy tenantry

Keen to attract or to repel,

Using different vocables for each.

Replete with fish they housekeep

Their nests, their perches giddy

Above a restless sea.

Flight is a constant

Obligation of birds,

Depends on the flow of air

And the winds that bring the air

From somewhere that is not here,

And will not remain for long;

So we, and the birds about us,

Are partners in impermanence.

To glide above the sea

On currents of moving air,

The wind, requires tiny

Adjustments of wings,

And a sense of height, born

Of having been raised

On the edge of a void,

Until suddenly, one day,

You launch yourself,

Become a bird.

Birds, we are told, create invisible boundaries,

Across water and land, mark out

Territory we cannot see;

They choose to be with others

Who see the world from the same angle

As they do, share habits;

So the skies here may at times

Be black with puffins,

Or white with gannets,

Obeying some ancient

Division decreed by deviation

From a common ancestor.

Gannets climb, sharp-eyed,

From airy heights they

See into the water below,

Watch the movement of fish,

Drop like stones,

Fall into the water

With the same splash

That Icarus made;

Unlike him, they surface.

The life of birds responds

To currents we do not see;

Birds must follow

Precepts decreed

A long time ago,

And immutable;

They have enviable freedom—

Air is unconstraining—

But biology holds them

To a life of fish and squabble.

III.

And the sheep, too, were a necessary

Part of this life; they led their lives

Unaware of loneliness, unaware

Even of Lewis and the Uists

Across those miles of sea:

Now they cling to the impossible slopes,

Leading an angled life

That is nothing to do with

Any human husbandry;

Their owners left many years ago,

A full life-span ago, and more;

They remain, survive the gales,

To meet what few sheep meet:

A death from old age.

IV.

“Isolation,” you say, “is a condition

That reminds us of its own name,

And the roots of that name—isola, an island;

To be isolated is to be apart from those

Who are otherwise close to you,

But who, when they look towards you,

See only water, as you see water

When you look towards them;

Isolation, though, enables the ear to hear

Those sounds that are often drowned out:

The sound of the heart, the sound of the blood

In the veins; the sound of the wind’s breathing,

The sound of still water, unsuspected of movement,

The sound of love and affirmation.”

V.

From the hills of Lewis

Hazy on the horizon an island

May be spotted; blue, washed

Like a watercolour, fading,

Reappearing briefly, and then

Gone once more, like signals

From the ether, faint messages

From afar, lost in static,

Barely received, only half understood:

People lived here once…Their life was birds

And the eggs of the birds they hunted…

In the winter months, short days

Of gales…but in summer, the nights

That were almost days…Remember

Us and the place in which we lived,

Our names, the way we looked,

The words and sounds we left behind.