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Talk to Him

Thursday, September 20, 8:08 PM

Dorian: hey tris x

Tristan: Hey.

Dorian: missed you

Tristan: Dorian, can you not be so . . .

Whatever it is you’re being?

Dorian: what are you talking about?

Tristan: I dunno. You’re being different. It’s weird.

Dorian: you’re my boyfriend now

I can be all gross and lovey with you can’t I?

Tristan: I just . . . I really want things to be the same as they were before.

I really enjoy being able to come here and have you as my friend.

Dorian: ok

I’m sorry

Tristan: Ten cents?

Dorian: no that only applies to you

Tristan: What? Why? That’s not fair!

Dorian: I’m not the one with a problem tristan

so

how was class?

Tristan: Eh . . . not great. I mean, my classes were fine, but I’m gonna have trouble catching up on what I missed.

Dorian: oh shit

Tristan: Yeah, and I have to do that group project at some point.

Oh well, hopefully we can get it done and out of the way.

Dorian: good luck

Tristan: Thanks.

Dorian: so . . .

did you ever end up watching basker?

Tristan: No.

I’m sorry.

Dorian: ten cents

Tristan: No! I’m actually sorry. I just . . . I didn’t mean to leave you high and dry like that. I know I promised to watch the show with you, and I feel like an ass for not being there.

Dorian: it’s ok

I’m not mad

I was worried but I’m not mad

Tristan: I’m sorry

Dorian: ten cents

that was an extra one

Tristan: FINE.

Ass.

Anyway . . .

Did you end up watching it?

Dorian: nope

Tristan: What? Why?!

Dorian: I didn’t want to watch it without you

Tristan: . . .

Okay, that was kinda sweet.

Dorian: lol

anyways we have the rest of the evening to do whatever we want

want to catch up on our show before the internet spoils it for us?

Tristan: Yeah, I’d like that.

Gimme a bit, I need to see if I can find it online.

Dorian: ok

lemme know when it’s done downloading

Tristan: Will do.

So how did things work out with AJ and Bambi?

Dorian: eh . . .

aj and I had that fight a while back

then we had boardgame night

and I haven’t seen him since

Tristan: Wait, what?

Dorian: yeah

he’s spent every night at her place I guess

either that or he’s really good at avoiding me

Tristan: Dorian, were you all alone these past few days?

When . . . when I wasn’t answering you?

Dorian: ya

Tristan: God, I’ve been an awful friend. I should’ve been there for you. I’m so sorry.

Dorian: ten cents

you already apologized twice for that one

Tristan: Stop joking around, Dorian.

Dorian: I’m not joking

put a dime in the jar

Tristan: Fine.

But you were worried about me and I wasn’t responding. And you DIDN’T talk to your best friend about it?

Dorian: no?

Tristan: Dor . . .

I think you guys need to have an honest chat to work things out.

Dorian: so when’s that episode done downloading?

Tristan: Dorian, don’t change the subject.

Dorian: tristan

you’re my boyfriend

and you’re great

but I’m getting really frustrated

you need to drop it before I get pissed off

Tristan: Fine.

Dorian: thank you

so is that episode done or what?

Tristan: It’s done.

Dorian: cool

any thoughts about what might happen?

Tristan: Dunno.

Dorian: ok seriously tristan

what the hell?

Tristan: What?

Dorian: don’t ‘what?’ me

you think I can’t tell when you’re pissed off?

Tristan: I’m fine.

Dorian: don’t be like that tris

Tristan: Dorian, let’s just watch Basker.

Dorian: no

Tristan: What do you mean, “no”?

Dorian: I mean no

it’s my favourite show

I want to watch it with you when we can both enjoy it

not while you’re grumpy

we’ll watch it tomorrow

Tristan: I’m not grumpy.

Anyway, isn’t tomorrow your boardgame night?

Dorian: ya . . .

I doubt it’s still happening

don’t think aj is gonna show up

Tristan: He will if you TALK TO HIM.

Dorian: I wouldn’t put money on it

Tristan: God dammit, Dorian!! You’re so stubborn! You’re insufferable sometimes, you know that?

Dorian: so I’ve been told

and yet I’m not the one who confessed my feelings to someone and then refused to talk to them for three days

Tristan: I said I was sorry! I feel AWFUL about that! You said you weren’t mad at me!

Dorian: I’m not

I mean

I’m not thrilled at the whole situation

this past week has really sucked

but I get why you did what you did and I can’t be mad at you for that

I just don’t like when you bug me about talking to aj

it’s hypocritical

I’d have been way more inclined to do that if you had taken your own advice

but it’s clearly bad advice

tristan?

Tristan: I’m tired. I’m going to bed.

Dorian: really?

just like that?

you call me insufferable and then you get pissy and run off?

fine be that way

not the first time you suddenly left

guessing it won’t be the last

11:24 PM

Dorian: hey tris

I know you’re in bed

I just wanted to say that I’m sorry

I let my anger and frustration get the better of me

I shouldn’t have done that

hope you see these in the morning and still want to talk to me

but I get it if you don’t

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